2/1/2002 6:16:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |busy]

Nothing much happening today; I'm working on my Classic RPGs group.

   

2/1/2002 11:27:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |infuriated]

ARGH. A guy on my Classic RPG group uploaded a translated version of Dragon Quest 6. Fun, right? WRONG. I downloaded the file. It wouldn't open; Winzip said it was corrupted. I downloaded the same freakin' file from the same freakin' place, and Winzip opened it just fine. Life should be good, right? WRONG. It won't play in Zsnes; I get a blank screen. I download Snes9x - it shows the game perfectly, but my controller won't work with that emulator. I download a newer version of Zsnes, and oh, guess what? I need a newer version of DirectX. ALL I WANT TO DO IS PLAY THE DAMNED DRAGON QUEST 6!!! Is that too much to ask??? It must be. Fuck this; I'm going to bed. :(

   

2/2/2002 7:47:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sleepy]

I wish Sheetz delivered coffee. I need to go get dressed, but I need coffee, and I can't go get coffee if I'm not dressed. It is a never-ending circle of caffiene-deprived hell.

   

2/2/2002 7:26:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |happy]

We went to the Pet Expo today and met up with Sandy; that was fun. We got to meet Skip Martin and bought another travel cage, as well as treats and toys for the cats, rats, and dogs. I also bought a blue Raggy Rat for myself! They had a lot of different breeds of dogs there, and also a small petting zoo, apacas and a ton of reptiles.

The North American Rat and Mouse Club International even had a booth there! I picked up a pamphlet about an upcoming show; it will be held at the Greater Philadelphia Pet Expo on March 9. I think we will probably be going to that too.

After that, we drove down to Baltimore and walked around the Inner Harbour for a while. It was a chilly day for it, but the water was beautiful and we got to watch the boats and the seagulls. It was a fun day! :)

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/3/2002 10:41:31 AM

It sounds like you had a great time! And, isn't Skip Martin cool?!?!?

And, what's this, a pet expo in my area? =D
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/3/2002 10:52:57 AM

Skip was way cool! And yep... the pet expo is in Ft. Washington. Wanna go? :)

2/2/2002 9:33:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |nostalgic]

My blue variberk girl ZBR Beatrix has just lost her virginity. My little baby is growing up.

*sniff*

   

2/3/2002 8:44:00 AM

purple_stardust




Take the Monopoly Piece Quiz!
   

2/3/2002 10:47:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |excited]

I borrowed a stud from Sandy - his name is RRR Snow, and he is a mismarked BEW (really blue). I put him in with ZBR Beatrix last night, and they mated well over a dozen times! She appeared to have a plug this morning, so I am betting on a blue litter in about three weeks! I have really high hopes for this litter. Bea is the calmest young female rat I've ever seen; she's such a sweetheart. Because of Snow's whitespotting, I should get some nice markings from this litter too; variberk, varigated, capped or masked, maybe even BEW. Some dumbo, some rex. I'm so excited! =)

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/3/2002 11:53:22 AM

BEW are so cool looking!

2/3/2002 2:08:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |annoyed]

I HATE ASPEN!!! I had switched to Sani-Chips, but I ran out, and had to use aspen. My carpet is covered with aspen. My pants are covered with aspen. It clings like burrs, and it's pointy and pokey too. I hate aspen. :-{

   

Comments:
From: [info]wombatrat
Date: 2/3/2002 4:46:06 PM

I hate aspen too. I feel for you. :(
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/3/2002 6:20:36 PM

Isn't it the most annoying substance ever??? I have tried three different vaccuum cleaners, and it just will NOT come up. I guess it would be okay if I had hardwood floors, but with carpet, it sucks. Bah.

2/4/2002 10:35:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |happy]

What a great mail day! I got the latest issue of the RMFE magazine (with a basic genetics review, no less!) and my purple and black stripey stockings, hooray!

   

2/4/2002 11:34:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |confused]

Rusty keeps moving my rubber duckies, and I don't know why. I have a king duckie and a jester duckie on the second shelf in my bathroom. I bought a sailor duckie in Baltimore, and put him on the third shelf. Three times now, Rusty has moved him up with the king and jester duckies. I don't know if he thinks the duck will be lonely, or if he's trying to make me crazy, or what.

   

2/4/2002 10:18:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |cold]

It is SO cold tonight; I hate it. I wanted to stay up and play Dragon Warrior 3 (I'm looking for orbs), but I think I'll just go to bed where it's warm. Winter sucks. :(

   

2/4/2002 11:24:00 PM

purple_stardust





You Are

Tangerine




You are a beautiful person, in a wistful kind of way. If you could, you would spend all your time daydreaming and writing poetry. You are a tragic beauty.

You are sensitive and caring, and you don't take insults well. You don't smile much, but when you do, you really mean it.

People like to be around you because you are a calming influence. You have an appreciation for all things beautiful, and you probably have some potted plants. You also most likely own a cat.

You like Sundays and hot tea. You will spend your entire life yearning for quiet beauty, which is a rarity in this world, so you read a lot.

Everyone you know thinks you're "nice."

Take the Which Led Zeppelin Song Are You? Quiz
   

2/5/2002 3:50:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |contemplative]

Argh. I already have ten rats reserved from my blue litter, not counting the ones that *I* want to keep! I am thinking about re-breeding Boris and Bella, so I'll have enough.

   

2/5/2002 9:47:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |geeky]

I'm playing Dragon Warrior 3 over AIM with a guy from my Classic RPGs group. He's helping me find the Echo Flute, hooray! I love Dragon Warrior 3.

   

2/6/2002 5:18:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]

I need to go to the supermarket, and I would rather eat my own spleen. :{

   

2/6/2002 7:29:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |annoyed]

Ugh. Rusty is sick. Him has an upset tummy. I want to kill him. I don't deal well with sick people to begin with, but it is *particularly* annoying to watch a 40-year-old man whine and carry on over a measley upset stomach. You'd think he had malaria, at least. I'd like to take him to the vet and have him put out of my misery. Freakin' candy ass.

   

2/6/2002 9:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |apathetic]

His Wimpiness has finally gone to bed. Good damn thing for him, too. I think I will be sleeping on the sofa tonight, so as not to interupt his tortured moaning. *eyeroll*

So, what to do now? Nick-at-Nite is showing some 'Kids Say the Darned Things' crap. I have three kids; I know what they say. None of it is particularly fascinating. 'West Wing' is on; it bugs me too. Ah-ha! ABC is showing 'The Job' - I do like Dennis Leary; he's such an asshole. A real fucking asshole.

I should play DW3. Tim isn't online, so I have no one to play with though. Actually, NOBODY is online. Maybe it was something I said...? I am totally alone, here.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/6/2002 10:13:59 PM

I believe it's because you make fun of people's snails! =P
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/6/2002 10:51:40 PM

I was NOT making fun of your snails! I was... merely commenting about their creepy, slithery, slimey little sex lives. It isn't neccessarily a BAD thing!
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/6/2002 10:54:05 PM

You're really weird, you know that?

=D
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/6/2002 10:59:08 PM

I always thought that was part of my charm! :)
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/6/2002 11:01:54 PM

Well... yeah!

2/6/2002 11:13:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |aggravated]

Argh! Okay, is it just me, or can no one else see the "read comments" link? I know for a fact that my last entry has five comments, but I can't see them on the entry! I have to copy http://www.livejournal.com/talkpost.bml?itemid=22730175 and change the "talkpost.bml" part to "readpost.bml" to see them! It's that way in Laurie's journal too; I've commented and it doesn't show it, no matter how many times I refresh the page.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/6/2002 11:47:31 PM

No, I noticed that! I hope it gets fixed soon. It's really annoying.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/6/2002 11:54:21 PM

Well, at least I'm not the only one! I thought maybe it was my browser, so I opened it with that crappy AOL browser; still nothing. Argh! I hope it gets fixed too!
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/7/2002 12:22:25 AM

I think LJ had a database crash, so maybe that was the problem.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/6/2002 11:59:28 PM

HOORAY! I can see the comments now! =)

I'm a purple spirit! 2/6/2002 11:35:00 PM

purple_stardust



I'm the Spirit of Contemplation

   

2/7/2002 12:27:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sleepy]

I want a new computer. Mine still works, but it is old, and tired. So I've been looking at Dell and Gateway all evening. Dell has pretty black computers, but they seem really expensive. I can build exactly what I want at Gateway for $1200; that is a Pentium 4; 256 RAM, 40 GIG HD, CDRW, with a printer and a 17" monitor. . . *swoon*

   

Aww, RATS! 2/7/2002 12:59:00 AM

purple_stardust

I was just looking at how my rat code has grown over the last (almost) two years.

Here was my first:

RC(0.1) 5m B-- C-- D++ F N S! O1c2d OCCT a+
<:3)~~Ziggy <:3)~~Benny <:3)~~Mumford <:3)~~Mango <:3)~~Manderin

And here it is now:

---Renee and the Ziggabella Rattery Rats <:8 )---
---RC 12m12f7r B2 C+ D+ F N+ S! O2c2d OCU? a+ <:8 )---
---( 8:> www.ziggabella.com | ziggabella@yahoo.com <:8 )---
---( 8:> AIM username - Ziggabella 2001 <:8 )---

That isn't counting my two Siamese babies that I'm keeping from Trixie's litter, or the black hooded rat that I have reserved from Kathleen. They're like crack, I tell you!

   

2/7/2002 11:12:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |distressed]

Argh! I was playing Dragon Warrior 3 in bed last night, and I had just gotten my thief/fighter/dealer up a level and defeated a metaly, which are worth A LOT of experience points - when my battery pack when dead. Dammit! Dammit! Dammit!

   

My Dragon Warrior 3 Medals 2/7/2002 3:18:00 PM

purple_stardust

1-Slime | 2-Raven | 3-Hornyhare | 4-Anteater | 5-Butterfly
6-Froggore | 7-Babble | 8-Magician | 9-StingWasp | 10-Healer
11-Echidna | 12-Almiraj | 13-VenomToad | 14-Catapila | 15-Manabat
16-PutrePup | 17-KillerBee | 18-ArmyCrab | 19-GasCloud | 20-BigShroom
21-VenomWorm | 22-MadRaven | 23-MadHound | 24-ToadStool | 25-Shadower
26-Vampire | 27-Carnimoth | 28-RogueNite | 29-CatFly | 30-KingToad
31-WildApe | 32-TrickBag | 33-MummyMan | 34-HellCrab | 35-Druid
36-Flamapede | 37-Mummy | 38-DeadStool | 39-HunterFly | 40-DeadHound
41-Mystifier | 42-HeatCloud | 43-Antbear | 45-MadOx | 46-Catula
48-KillerApe | 51-Goategon | 53-Demonite | 54-Deranger | 55-Cannibox
57-GreatBeak | 58-Snaily | 59-SkyDragon | 63-HellArmor | 64-SeaSlime
65-JellyFish | 66-Merman | 73-Bighorn | 76-BlueBeak | 79-LavaMan
80-Shaman | 155-Rare Kandar

   

2/8/2002 9:20:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |aggravated]

Ugh. I woke up late this morning. I ran outside (in my bare feet, even) to feed the meter, but it was too late; I had already gotten a parking ticket. I came back in and started doing all the stuff I do in the morning, and stepped (still in bare feet) in a huge pile of cat barf. Fetched the paper towels while cursing and hopping on one foot. Cleaned up cat carf while gagging and heaving - unfortunately, I have a very weak stomach when it comes to barf. My daughter's diaper has exploded, as Luvs brand seems to do a lot. They don't leak, but they explode. Now there is pee-saturated gel everywhere. Note to self: stop buying Luvs. Rusty went and got me a cup of coffee, but he sloshed it all over the lid, so it is sticky and yucky. This is my day so far. It isn't even 10 AM yet and I really think I should just go back to bed.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/8/2002 3:44:23 PM

Is anyone having a good day today?

(Check my friends page, see what I mean! Evvvvvraaaaah-one is grumpy!)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/8/2002 4:28:03 PM

Maybe the planets are out of alignment or something...?

Things on my desk... 2/8/2002 4:11:00 PM

purple_stardust

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/8/2002 7:37:50 PM

Look! Stripey stockings! Yaay!

Did this picture come, by any chance, from a digital camera?

Sean says if it wasn't for the actual computer, that could be my desk. =)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/8/2002 8:53:23 PM

Sean says if it wasn't for the actual computer, that could be my desk.

Well that doesn't say much for YOUR housekeeping skills! *g*

That is actually a very small segment of my desk; you cant see the Slinky, the Pikatchu Pez dispenser, the amulet, the rosary, the Hello Kitty pens, the purple hair accessories, or the mardi gras beads. I have a fine collection of THINGS.

And no, the picture wasn't taken with a digital camera... yet. =)
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/8/2002 8:58:25 PM

I have never claimed that my housekeeping skills were very good. =)

Things are good.

2/9/2002 11:26:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |lazy]

I should be making graphics for the Classic RPGs group website, but I'm not.

   

2/9/2002 12:50:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |lazy]
[Current Music |Tori Amos - Little Earthquakes]

I am such a worthless shit. There are a dozen other things I should be doing: laundry, making graphics for the new website, vaccuuming, cleaning cages, even answering some of the email that I have piling up - but no, here I still am, messing with LJ.

   

I have an egg. 2/9/2002 12:58:00 PM

purple_stardust



   

2/9/2002 2:17:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |lazy]
[Current Music |Pearl Jam - Ten]

I have to point out, I am getting no more ambitious as the day wears on. And now I'm listening to Pearl Jam, which is putting me in a funky mood, as it always does.

   

2/9/2002 4:19:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |apathetic]
[Current Music |Simon & Garfunkel - The Concert in Central Park]

I'm listening to Simon and Garfunkel to counteract the weird effects that Pearl Jam was having on my head. I don't know what my problem is, but I'm *thisclose* to being in a funk, and Pearl Jam was NOT helping. And besides. I love Artie's teeth. :)

And I still haven't done anything useful.

   

2/9/2002 9:07:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |lazy]
[Current Music |Bob Marley - Legend]

Dammit. I need to go fix some dinner, and I really don't feel like it. I didn't get any TV dinners for myself, so I actually have to fix tuna salad. It's way too much like cooking for my taste. Why can't I afford to have delivery every night???

I delivered two baby rat girls to their new owner last night. She was great, and was really excited to be getting them. She emailed me this morning to say that she loved them, so that made me happy. I may not know much about genetics yet, but I do socialise my babies well. :)

I have played no video games today. WHY??? I would blame it on Rusty, who has been hogging the Playstation all day with his stupid college football game, but that doesn't keep me from playing my Gameboy! But instead, I have been on the damned computer all day. I swear, this thing is like The Borg; it just sucks me in and assimilates my brain. Resistance is futile.

And now, I would like to try my first .

Did it work?

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/10/2002 5:41:16 AM

It did work!

I'd reply to the rest of the message but it seems to be 5:36 AM which is just about time for sleeping and, uh. Yeah.

2/9/2002 10:03:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |hungry]
[Current Music |Bob Marley - Legend]

Yay, I fixed my dinner! I added a bit too much mayo, but close enough. Does anyone else put mustard in their tuna salad? I do. Not only is it tasty, but it gives off an unhealthy yellow tint, which encourages other people to stay out of my food. =)

   

2/9/2002 11:33:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |annoyed]

Tim and I are playing Dragon Warrior 3 via AIM. The damned Boss Troll (the fake king in Samanao) keeps kicking my ass! Stupid fake king. ::: mumble, mumble :::

   

What colour am I? 2/10/2002 10:34:00 AM

purple_stardust

madnessie

I am black. I want a new purple username. I would settle for green, or blue.

([font size=5 color=yourusername]yourusername[/font] - replace [] with <>)

   

2/10/2002 11:23:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |lazy]

Must.. clean... cages! Argh.

   

Comments:
From: [info]wombatrat
Date: 2/10/2002 12:51:36 PM

same here :(

2/10/2002 3:38:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |accomplished]



I have two HUGE cages, Martins New Englanders (30x24x54) like this. And hooray! They have been cleaned! Today I did the big mega-cleaning - took the cages outside and scrubbed them down with antibacterial soap and bleach and vinegar, and hosed them down with the jet sprayer. It took forever, but now they're REALLY REALLY CLEAN! :)

I also separated the Siamese litter. The girls are in one barn top with Trixie (their mother), and the boys are in the other barn top with Mason. Ordinarily, I would put their father in with them, but Mason was already inhabiting the barn top because he is old and infirm. He doesn't seem to mind the babies, so this is a good thing.
   

Comments:
From: [info]gothrose
Date: 2/15/2002 2:42:04 PM

Those are impressive-looking cages!! I take it the measurements are in inches? I don't suppose you know any UK or world-wide suppliers of these cages do you? Now I'm moving back into breeding again, I want to replace my cages....

2/10/2002 10:36:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |hungry]

The hardest thing about pesco-vegetarianism is the small stuff. I don't mind not eating steak or porkchops, because I never ate that nastiness to begin with. It's the little things, like gravy and such, that I miss. They don't make fish gravy - what am I supposed to put on my mashed potatoes?

On a brighter note, I want to buy a food dehydrator. Joell recommended one from Ronson; it has five trays. The website says you can make dried fruit (for the rats), homemade yogurt (for the rats), and even fish jerky (for me)!

   

Comments:
From: [info]thanny
Date: 2/11/2002 4:02:24 PM

EXACTLY!

now, when i used to use gravy, i use shredded cheese (oooh i'll never make the vegan cut). but yesterday i was craving some chicken & dumplings. i can use fake chicken, but i can't use fake gravy! or i don't know of any fake gravy around me. i considered mushroom gravy, but ehhhh.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/11/2002 4:21:13 PM

Oooohhh, no, I'm too much in love with cheese to ever be vegan. So do you put the shredded cheese on mashed potatoes? I never thought of that, though I suppose it makes sense - they sell french fries and baked potatoes with melted cheese, why not mashed potatoes? Hmmm...

I can't do mushroom gravy; I have an intense dislike of mushrooms. And I bet if you look at the labels, they probably put chicken or turkey in there anyway. The little that I know of how to make gravy (and admittedly, it's very damn little), I don't see how it could be made with nothing but mushrooms.

Have you tried fish jerky? =)
From: [info]thanny
Date: 2/11/2002 8:08:38 PM

oh man i put cheddar on everything... potatoes, rice, perogies, pasta... i love it.

i know they make veggie gravy; i saw it in a health food store in fla last month, but it wasn't just in a jar. it came in the tofurkey box dinner (which i have yet to try).

fish jerky??? never heard of it, let alone tried it. heh. i never was a fan of jerky, even back in the day.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/11/2002 8:12:54 PM

Chedder is next to Godliness. I never heard of the veggie gravy (I don't go in the healthfood store if I can help it), but let me know how the tofurkey is! I like some of the "fake" meats, like Garden Burgers.

I liked beef jerky, if it's flat. Lumpy jerky disturbs me. ::: shudder :::

2/11/2002 1:54:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |cold]

I'm freezing! I don't know if it's that cold today or if it's just me, but I'm sitting here wrapped up in a blanket and I'm still cold! Fortunately I have Brutus here to keep me warm. He is such a great rat; I can't wait to breed him.

Speaking of which, six of the Siamese babies should be going to new homes next Saturday; four to Vicki, one to Sandy, and one to another girl in DC named Anna. There is also a girl in Annapolis who reserved two of them, but I haven't heard from her lately, so I don't know if she still wants hers or not. I guess I need to email her again. Bah.

Off to battle the stupid fake king again...

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/11/2002 3:17:34 PM

I think it's pretty cold. It's cold here, anyway. And windy! Yow! Very windy!

Anyway, I hate that stupid king! I had to level up for hours before I could beat him! Dumb fake king, what a jerk!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/11/2002 3:53:09 PM

It's really windy here too, and I hate it. I really need to hang out some clothes, but I don't want to go outside. Brr!

But the stupid fake king is DEAD! =)

2/11/2002 3:37:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |bouncy]

The stupid fake king is dead! DEAD! DEAD!

And I got the Change Staff, traded it for the Pirate Bone, and found the Luv Memory. Then I promoted my thief/fighter/dealer to warrior and leveled everyone up. As soon as I talk to Tim, I need to get him to tell me (again) where Olivia Cape is.

   

She comes in colours everywhere! 2/11/2002 3:48:00 PM

purple_stardust

I took the Colorgenics test.



You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone "special". You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are ... but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful.... Just as "you" may be endeavouring to influence others, "they" may indeed be influencing you ....

You "need to be needed". As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors of all those within your sphere of influence.

You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these ambitions. You want to spread your wings ... to broaden your fields of activities but you are concerned that your dreams are just that "dreams" which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time ... what you need is to get away from it all - to give you time to "think" A short vavation could well restore your confidence.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all ... The existing situation is not of your liking. You have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others ... and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of "total surrender". This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome; You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able can you maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence "you need to be needed" ... and at the same time... .."you need to need".

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

   

2/11/2002 7:37:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |guilty]

Now that I've given up beef, pork, and poultry, I seem to be intent upon rendering the tuna fish extinct. My only consolation is that they at least get to live out their fishie little lives before they are slaughtered for my benefit. *sigh*

   

Help me decide! 2/11/2002 10:18:00 PM

purple_stardust

   

2/11/2002 11:40:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |worried]

Shit. Two more people in the northeast have SDA. I am *thisclose* to giving up on keeping and breeding rats. I know both people pretty well, and both say that they quarantined correctly, and still here we are. This is insane. =(

   

2/12/2002 1:09:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]

My daughter was up half the night. I am on the verge of comatose. Blah.

   

2/12/2002 3:48:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |weird]

Oh! I forgot! I had a dream last night! This is exciting for me, because I never dream, or at least, I never remember them. Anyway. I dreamed that someone called me collect on my cell phone, so I thought it was an emergency, so I accepted the call, but it was only a bill collector or telemarketer or something. I'm not sure, I was really pissed that they had used my minutes and called collect for something so stupid.

And THEN - and I'm not sure if this was part of that dream or a seperate one - Brittney Spears and I both liked the same guy. Why Brittney Spears, I do not know. Anyway, he liked both of us, and couldn't choose (yeah, THAT'S gonna happen!), so he was going to go out with us both. So it was my turn to go out with the guy, and I didn't have anything to wear, so my mom was going to take me shopping. The weird thing was, I was an adult, and Rusty drove me over to my mom's so she could take me shopping to find something to wear on a date with this other guy. I'm sure it all means something.

I have no idea whether Brittney or I ended up with the guy, because I woke up before the date was over. It's kind of a shame, too; he seemed like a really nice guy.

   

2/12/2002 8:58:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |content]

I made Double Cheese Hot Pockets for dinner tonight. I'm quite the little cook.

We watched Buffy earlier; it was my first time, but Joell and Laurie told me I had to watch. It was pretty good, even though I didn't understand a lot of what was going on, like why Willow wasn't supposed to have Magick stuff. I may watch it again, especially if ABC continues to air 'The Chamber' instead of Dharma & Greg.

The girl that got the first two babies from the Siamese litter posted their photos on the ratlist, and now people are oohing and aahing over the cuteness of MY ratlets. This makes me happy, and it really is an exceptionally cute litter. :)

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/12/2002 10:54:23 PM

This is where my handy dandy outline will come in handy (once I'm finished it).

Apparently magic is like drugs. Willow was suffering a terrible magic addiction and she was putting everyone else in danger. So she had to quit. It's kind of a weird idea. But there it is.

2/13/2002 11:42:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |hungry]

I played Dragon Warrior 3 with Tim again last night over AIM. I got everyone up a few levels, and I promoted my thief/fighter/dealer/warrior to Jester. That should be amusing. I'm not sure what to do with him after this: promote him to Sage, put him through the two magic classes and then Sage, or leave him as a Jester.

Well, I am starving, so I am going to go eat my tuna salad.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/14/2002 8:59:23 AM

Noooo! Don't leave him as a Jester. They're so annoying! They don't do anything, they just trip and skin their knees in battle. I think the only reason there is a Jester class is so that it's harder to become a Sage.

A tuna sandwich sounds really good right now. Maybe I should eat some tuna, too.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/14/2002 9:34:41 AM

I liked the two female magic users when they were Jesters, but Zakk is a male, so he is a clown, and clowns creep me out. So I probably WILL change him.

I have eaten tuna salad every day for about a week now. I make it with mayo, relish, and mustard. Yummy! I'm a mustard whore anyway, but the real benefit is, it gives the tuna salad a sickly yellow tint, and other people think it's bad, and stay out of it.
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/14/2002 9:39:19 AM

I only had a male jester. Are the female jesters different?

Relish is nasty! Ew. I even like pickles but I can't stand relish -- I think because it's sweet. How is your diet going, anyway?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/14/2002 9:49:14 AM

While the male Jesters are dressed as clowns, the female Jesters look like little Playboy Bunnies!

What diet. :-\
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/14/2002 1:53:40 PM

So they just look like the bunny girls who hang out in casinos and give you powder puff massages?

Have you started DW7 yet?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/14/2002 3:57:02 PM

Yes, except I think the casino floosies are dressed in red, and the female Jesters are dressed in blue. And no, I still haven't even opened DW7. *sigh*

I need a new tee-shirt! =) 2/13/2002 1:36:00 PM

purple_stardust

I entered a photo in a Valentine Contest, if anyone would like to vote for me (ziggabella): http://www.kritter-korner.org/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=1498

   

Comments:
From: [info]wombatrat
Date: 2/13/2002 2:47:15 PM

I didnt know you were a member of KK! That picture was my favorite too! I voted for it :)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/13/2002 2:54:07 PM

Oh, thank you Cara! That is one of my new Siamese babies, they are sweet little things. :)

From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/14/2002 8:57:17 AM

Awww, I went to vote, and the poll was closed. =(

2/13/2002 8:57:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |drunk]

Had a glass of wine and a nice long bath with my favourite purple candle. Ordered a thin crust pizza with anchovies, and now I'm ready to settle in with ABC and DW3.

Speaking of pizza! There is a pizza that I thought of, that I wish someone would make and tell me if it's good. It is a truly white pizza. It would be a thin crust pizza, with alfredo sauce (Paul Newman's is good), and then topped with mozzerella cheese, albacore tuna, and crab meat. Maybe tiny shrimps. I think it would be good!

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/14/2002 9:02:48 AM

That sounds tasty! I'd make it for you, but I can't make thin crust. Only slightly-lumpy-uneven crust. Also I hate crab. So I won't. But, it still sounds good!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/14/2002 9:30:09 AM

I think it would be pretty good on any crust, maybe just with the alfredo sauce, mozzerella, and tuna. White things. Sometimes, I almost wish I cooked.
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/15/2002 9:30:29 AM

I had an idea about the alfredo sauce, though. Alfredo sauce is made mainly of liquids and fats whisked together (butter, cream, cheese, egg yolks) and it doesn't reheat well. When it gets reheated, the liquids separate from the fats, and you end up with these nasty little translucent globules of buttery cheesy lumps. The oven has to be around 500 degrees to properly cook a pizza, and the alfredo sauce might not survive that kind of reheating without getting really gross. (But then again, it might....)

Perhaps if the pizza was cooked, and then the sauce was spooned on after cooking... Or perhaps one could add a stabilizer to the alfredo sauce. Hmm. Maybe I'll ask in the cooking communities. I'm curious now.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/15/2002 5:44:34 PM

Hmm. Could you cook the pizza crust, then put on the sauce, and then put it in just to "brown". There's a name for that part of the oven; my mother told me once. There's like a rack thingie up near the top and then a special setting where it just browns the food, like for garlic bread.

My kitchen-illiteracy is really glaring right now, isn't it?

Happy Valentines Day! 2/14/2002 6:20:00 AM

purple_stardust

   

Awww... 2/14/2002 5:14:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |loved]

Rusty sent me pretty flowers! They are red roses and white snapdragons and other flowers in a clear red glass vase with a teddy bear! Isn't he sweet??? =)



   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/14/2002 7:00:57 PM

Those are pretty! Yaay!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/14/2002 8:59:54 PM

Aren't they pretty! You can't tell from the photo (because it was taken against the crappy paneling), but the vase is really nice too. It's a really deep, clear red. I think when the flowers wilt (sniff!), I will put it in the kitchen, in front of a window, where it can catch the light.

2/14/2002 10:08:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |hungry]

I ordered cheese sticks from Papa John's, and then had to call them back and throw a hissy fit because they messed up my order. Word to the wise: do NOT mess up my cheese sticks. But! I have them now, and I'm a happy camper. Yay, cheese sticks!

   

Comments:
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 2/15/2002 3:33:48 AM

Hey now. Be nice to us pizza folks. The ones who answer the phones are rarely the ones who screwed up. :P
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/15/2002 9:21:27 AM

You're right, of course. It was the bonehead driver who spilled garlic sauce all over my order and forgot my cheese sauce. Holly (the phone-answerer) was very nice, and sent him back out with the right order. I wish I could give HER a tip. :-\

2/15/2002 5:38:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]

Bah. I need to get dressed and go visit my grandmother in the hospital. I've not done a damn thing all day. I talked to Joell all morning, and then [info]azyalove introduced me to cartoon dolls, so I have been playing around with that all afternoon. I would accomplish a lot more if I would delete AIM. Certain people there (KYM!) are a very bad influence.

   

2/15/2002 11:09:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |excited]

Hooray! I won the Valentine photo contest! Actually, I won two; I tied for first place in the Kritter Korner contest, and I also won this one. I'm so happy! =)

   

2/16/2002 3:01:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |bouncy]

I made my first colour scheme... it's so PURPLE!!! =)

   

Comments:
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/16/2002 8:10:42 AM

Yay! Purple!

Ever need help, just ask. I fiddle with my schemes all the dang day!

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/16/2002 8:43:10 AM

Ooohhh, I'll keep that in mind! Thanks Hydra! =)
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/16/2002 8:51:08 AM

No prob =) I also do icons, animated icons, and custom mood themes (those come with a fee though -- usuallya trinket i want lol you can see my own theme GIR as an example of my work. I'm re-doing one for a friend on my list.)

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/16/2002 8:58:19 AM

You know what I REALLY want... I want the same colours as I have on my website (www.ziggabella.com). I don't think it's possible, though - I use a tiny background tile to get that lilac colour. :(

Icons are FUN! Not familier with mood themes...
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/16/2002 5:30:52 PM

Actually, the way I do it I can get you any color. Want me to do it when I get home?

I don't have the program on this laptop anymore lol

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/16/2002 6:35:32 PM

Wow, that would be great, both the light purple and the dark purple, if you could!

I would be eternally grateful... =)
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/16/2002 8:20:08 PM

I think we're going home tomorrow, so by tomorrow night I should have them. =)

-hydra-

2/16/2002 8:24:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sad]

When I was driving out to get my coffee this morning, I saw a fuzzy little himalayan kitten that had been hit by a car. Why would someone let a little kitten outside on a busy street? That poor little kitten is dead because its owners are STUPID and CARELESS. I hate people.

   

Comments:
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/16/2002 8:44:53 AM

=*(

I saw a black cat on the side of the highway coming down to Eugene. Crawling along in the grass. I didn't ask to stop. Since we didn't exactly have a place to hold the poor thing, and I was afraid it might spook and run into traffic if we tried to catch it. Hopefully its smart enough to stay in the grass and woods, and I'd hope it belongs to one of the farms.

*sighs* Man is insane.

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/16/2002 9:02:19 AM

I hope so, too! It just pisses me off that some people are out spending a fortune to give their pets' some quality of life, and then these fools do something so careless as this.
From: [info]gothrose
Date: 2/16/2002 10:34:02 AM

I acquired my 5th rat, Misty, because someone had dumped her in a bush. I found her, brough her home with me, and she is now very much loved.

(I'm up to 7 rats now, BTW!)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/16/2002 11:11:47 AM

Hey, good for you - and Misty! The ignorance of some people never ceases to amaze me. My friend had a rat that she found left outside in the middle of the winter... people who would do something like that need to be publically flogged. I'm glad there are people like you and Laurie to clean up after their messes. :-\

(and I'm up to 26 rats! Eek!)
From: [info]gothrose
Date: 2/16/2002 3:07:07 PM

Funnily enough, cleaning up other people's messes was how I originally came to have 45 rats....

I have 7 right now, but expect that to go up shortly - at the end of march, as soon as Velveteen comes into heat she's having a night of passion with Hex! Fingers crossed for Russian Blue Rex dumbos!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/16/2002 6:22:53 PM

Ooohh, is Velveteen the little girl you recently posted photos of??? She looks a lot like my blue line, I will have to post a picture later of Beatrix. I dearly love blue rats, especially dumbos! =)
From: [info]gothrose
Date: 2/17/2002 5:32:49 AM

She is indeed! Her father, Pendragon's Ivor, is a Russian Blue Rex, descended on his mother's side from Aristorats Goliath, a US import, and her mother is Alana of Alpha Centauri, an English Blue Dumbo descended on her mother's side from Aristorats Oshira - another US import! I believe most Dumbos in Britain are originally descended from US and Netherland imports, with a few by way of Belgium. There are relatively few breeders working with Dumbos at the moment; once I get things up and running, I'll become only the 6th or 7th breeder in this country producing Dumbos. We're doing our best to keep Dumbos out of the hands of the pet shops at the moment; not much of a problem, as demand for Dumbos is so high that most of the other breeders I know have had their prospective litters all booked up to a year before the mating takes place! Velveteen's my first full-bloooded Dumbo, but all the males that will be her prospective mates are Dumbo carriers; Hex, the first in line, is a Silvered Black carrying Russian Silver - hence being hopeful for Russian Blue Rex Dumbos! :-)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/17/2002 8:52:04 AM

Pendragon... that is Sue, correct? I have looked at her website with much awe and jealosy. *g*

Seriously, I wish you the best of luck with your dumbo line! I know some people in the UK are opposed to them, but they really are the most wonderful little creatures. Some of my dumbos are also decended from Aristorats lines; we may have related rats! =)
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/16/2002 11:18:24 AM

There's a Radiohead lyric for all occasions!

"when i am king you will be first against the wall
with your opinion which is of no consequence at all"

When the War comes, child abusers, kitten killers, dog starvers, and rat dumpers will be the very first to go. =(

2/16/2002 11:39:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |contemplative]
[Current Music |David Bowie - Concert For NYC - America]

Well. I just started Dragon Warrior 7, and I'm not at all sure I like it. The graphics are weird and 3D, and I like flat, one-dimentional graphics (ala DW1-3). I find it very disconcerting, and it makes me rather dizzy. I will try to give it a fair shake, but right now, it isn't looking promising.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/16/2002 1:26:55 PM

The graphics ARE weird, and I think it's funny that they dedicated four pages in the user manual to rotating the camera angle. But, the story is really good and the game play is fun. I think so, at least. I've played about 90 hours of it, so it must have something going for it. =)

I hope it grows on you.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/16/2002 2:00:51 PM

Rusty seems to really like it; he's been playing it snce I first posted. It may grow on me. :)

Shopping! 2/16/2002 6:26:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |happy]

We went to Target this evening! I got a B.U.M. Equipment watch, four photo storage boxes, and a can of Almond Roca (yum!). I bought my daughter her first little pink pocketbook and a toy cell phone to put in it, and Rusty got a Willie Nelson CD. Fun!

   

Awww, RATS! 2/16/2002 6:54:00 PM

purple_stardust



   

2/17/2002 9:37:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |aggravated]

There is a girl on the ratlist who really gets on my nerves. She posted this morning with her knickers all in a twist, because The Rat Fan Club was allowing "feeder posts" on its forum. No clue as to what she means be "feeder posts" - BY feeders? FOR feeders? ABOUT feeders? - who knows. In any case, the RFC is a private organisation, run by one person, Deb. What she chooses to allow on HER forum is HER business. If ya don't like it, move on!

So then she goes on to relay the badly-spelled grammatical disaster that was her post on this forum. In one part, she states "Will I ever put the life of a reptile over the lives of warm, loving mammals? Never." The thing that irks me so much about this is, this is the same cavalier attitude that people have against RATS. So because SHE likes rats, they're cool and everyone should respect them as a viable pet, but snakes shouldn't get that same respect because SHE doesn't like them.

A lot of people have pets that I don't personally care for - bugs, spiders, birds, dogs - but that doesn't mean that my pets are "good" and theirs are "bad". It just seems amazing to me that someone who loves RATS could be so intolerant.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/17/2002 10:41:43 AM

I'm betting she's not going to answer your email, Renee. She never answers emails in which people disagree with her or take her to task for her unrelenting speciesism against animals she personally doesn't like (cats, reptiles, whatever else).

And, did you notice, she went to the board and signed up for the very first time, and then didn't even read the messages on the board? Instead of reading them, she said "the indications are" this and she heard it from somewhere else entirely. {rolls eyes} So, without any knowledge of the situation, she goes into a forum, makes vague demands and threatens to let her subscription drop, and then leaves?

And she wonders why they'd delete her post? She's just trolling.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/17/2002 11:19:29 AM

I know... she's so lame. >:-{

The good news is, Nat just posted a really good reply to her original whine!

2/17/2002 11:11:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]

I just separated the male rats that will be leaving today. I found one with really nice points for Sandy, four for Vicki, and a really sweet one for Laurie. Now my boy Simon, Laurie's boy, and the "other" male baby are living in the barn top with Mason, who seems to like his new role as a grandfather figure.

Snow is going back to Sandy today too, so I put Beatrix in with the female babies, along with her mother Bella. She will need extra fat and protien for her pregnancy, and Bella could stand to gain some weight, so it's good to have them in the same cage. This way I can give them extra goodies without the others being left out, and the extra nutrition is good for the growing babies, too.

So now I just need to get ready and go meet Sandy. Bah.

I am feeling very motivationally-challenged today.

   

2/17/2002 4:03:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |excited]

I'm so excited! We met Sandy at a Petsmart, so of course I had to go in... I bought an aquarium, hooray! It's just a small one, but in came in a kit with the hood and filter and heater and all that good stuff. I also got gravel, a bubble wand and pump, and two little plants. I want to set it up tomorrow so it can run for a while before I get the fishies. I want to get two small calico ryukins, I think.

Hey Laurie! I have an aquarium! =)

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/17/2002 7:38:24 PM

Coooooool!

When are you gonna get your fish?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/17/2002 8:03:44 PM

A week or so, I guess. I think I need to let it run a while before I add fish.

2/17/2002 7:05:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |disappointed]

Argh! I wanted a goldfish book to amuse myself until I get my actual goldfish. I went to Walden's, but they only had three general aquarium books, and our crappy little petstore was already closed. I hate this town. :-{

So I came home and joined the [info]aquaria community.

Trying to think of names now...

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/17/2002 7:49:12 PM

Slim and Wandsworth!

That's what I would have named my fish, if I hadn't named them Bugsy and Moria instead. =)

2/17/2002 10:05:00 PM

purple_stardust


You are most like Maud
who was swept out to sea!

Created by Thren.
Which Gashlycrumb Tiny are you?

   

2/18/2002 12:23:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |pissed off]

ARGH! When I left my house this morning, I wanted/needed three things: the Barron's goldfish book, a Waring food dehydrator, and groceries.

First stop: the local petstore. I hate to give these people money, because they sell poorly-cared for feeder rats and other over-crowded animals, but unfortunately, they're the only show in town. The do NOT, however, carry the Barron's goldfish book. I bought another goldfish guide, by Spencer Glass. I also got an aquarium vaccuum, goldfish food, a few plastic gems, and two purple baby-sized rat igloos.

Next stop: Walmart. Joell told me to get the Ronco dehydrator, but my mother said that the people she knows prefer the Waring dehydrator, and that it was sold in regular stores. Not Walmart! They only had one model, Nesco brand. It looked nice enough, and there were also accessories (fruit roll-up tray, jerky kit) sold seperately, but I have never heard of that brand. Walmart also had no fish books. I did pick up a purple rubber duckie for myself, a pink rubber duckie for my daughter, a bottle of Stress Coat, and a nifty purple Scrunchie Hanger.

Then I stopped at Kmart. They had one battered White-Westinghouse dehydrator. At this point I was in tears, and said fuck it and came home. I have no groceries, no Barron's fish book, no dehydrator, and I hate this god-forsaken little hell hole of a town.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/18/2002 1:00:52 PM

At least your car didn't catch on fire this time.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/18/2002 3:49:20 PM

Oh, you're a funny one, you are. :-P

Do YOU have any opinions on the food dehydrator issue? Brands, etcetera?
From: [info]eyeawry
Date: 2/18/2002 1:23:17 PM

heavens bless UPS

Times like these I turn to the internet.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/18/2002 3:47:02 PM

Re: heavens bless UPS

Yeah. Unfortunately, my credit card is a debit card, and I haven't gotten to my bank (about 45 minutes away) to deposit money. Amazon has the book, and Ronco sells the food dehydrator online, and there's nothing I can do but look and pine... *sob*
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/18/2002 1:37:58 PM

I would also agree -- credit cards and the internet are a godsend.

Now, if ONLY I had acess to a credit card... I'd never leave the dang house!

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/18/2002 3:47:55 PM

Yes. I could see that happening! =)

2/18/2002 3:06:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |amused]

Heh. Now I have [info]midnitediva into the cartoon dolls.

Spread the obsession! Share the insanity! =)

   

2/18/2002 9:02:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |indescribable]

I can't even begin. For the past several months (before Christmas), Rusty has had a huge lump in his abdomen that I believe (and hope!) is a hernia. He wouldn't go do anything about it, and now it appears to be on the verge of rupturing, if it hasn't already. Still, here we sit. I guess we're waiting for it to actually explode all over the carpet, so he can die and my daughter will be forever a bastard and we will go to live with my mother. Sometimes, I hate him. I love him, but I hate him.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/18/2002 10:29:41 PM

Oh! He's one of those! One of those "I can't seek medical treatment unless I'm at death's door" types!

=(
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/18/2002 11:45:59 PM

But that's just a typical male for you.

Don't go to a doctor unless they're dying, but think they're dying when they have a tiny cold.

Kick his butt to the car and drag him in, girl!

-hydra-
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/18/2002 11:52:13 PM

D'oh!

Forgot -- Try #E7E7FF for your journal... it doesn't look lilac to me... but every computer is different. So hopefully it will work. I got it from the tiles on your rattery page. Very cute! ^_^

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/19/2002 8:29:46 PM

Thanks Hydra, it may come to that! :)

(thanks for the colour code too!)

2/19/2002 7:15:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |depressed]

Thank you Laurie, for talking to me last night. :*)

Alas, everything is the same this morning. He went to work. I hate this.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/19/2002 8:59:37 AM

=(

*hugs*

It seems to me that the two of you have to sit down and do some serious talking about what your marriage means to the both of you. I think you need to ask questions like: Is it just the hernia, or is it something else entirely, and the hernia is just the thing you can seize on? What's truly bugging him? What's truly bugging you? What can you do about it?

Be good to each other. Even if you are really furious, try to be good to each other.

*hugs again*
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/19/2002 8:31:13 PM

Yeah. You're right, of course. Unfortunately, we suck at talking. :-\
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/19/2002 9:11:04 PM

Well, if talking about your feelings with each other is like pulling teeth, then maybe it's not the best way to deal with things. Maybe that will just make you more resentful and angry at being made to do something you don't want to do.

But there must be some way you can work out what's bothering you, and deal with it in a constructive way rather than a harmful way. Talking is not the only way to deal with problems, it's just the most popular one. =) Maybe you could try writing (to each other, to yourselves, fiction, non-fiction, whatever), or art, or having lots of sex (with each other!), or spending time apart from each other when you're both upset, or... something. I don't know. I'm not a counselor so any advice from me might end up being more harmful than helpful. So I will stop with the advice.

=\

2/19/2002 11:49:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |crushed]

Shit. My lab rat Sigmund just bit the hell out of my finger. He sounded really awful, so I was going to put him on Baytril. The way I give it is to crush the appropriate amount, mix it with Nutrical, and then smear it in their mouth. Sigmund didn't like that plan. Now I feel terrible for freaking him out so badly. No one wants my help. =(

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/19/2002 5:13:07 PM

I should just like to take this moment to give you the biggest hug you ever thought possible.

*HUG*

As for Sigmund, try that crushed Baytril in whipped cream trick. It's a lot thinner and waterier than nutrical and he might be more willing to eat it from a spoon, thereby saving your fingers altogether.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/19/2002 7:05:05 PM

Thanks Laurie! :)

I will try the whipped cream trick! The Nutrical works fine for all the other rats, but they already trust me, and Sigmund is new and still kind of shy. Poor little guy, I hope he'll be willing to eat the whipped cream - I have noticed that sometimes rescue rats tend to be wary of treats. :(
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/19/2002 9:02:28 PM

Yeah, I'm surprised he didn't want the Nutrical. Every rat I've ever known has been wild for the stuff, even to the point that they will bite your fingers just to get at it! =\ Poor little Sig; I hope he's feeling better soon.

2/19/2002 10:36:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]

I want THIS book. I need to clear off my kitchen counter so I can set my tank up. Maybe tomorrow. I want fishies!

My finger really hurts and I feel like crap. *sigh*

   

2/19/2002 11:17:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |aggravated]

I would just like to say that I HATE Paint Shop Pro. I downloaded the trial version a few days ago to make the cartoon dolls, and I HATE it. I can't figure out the colour palette thing at all, and even the pencil tool is weird. Going back to Photoshop NOW.

   

Comments:
From: [info]kelstar
Date: 2/19/2002 11:56:35 PM

Yeah man, Photoshop rocks.
From: [info]gothrose
Date: 2/20/2002 2:52:02 AM

Believe it or not, I produce all my graphics on Paint (i.e. the Windows Accessories program) and a freebie program I got on a disk, Ulead Photodraw!! Ulead's useful for fancy effects and turning bitmaps into JPGs; however neither program supports GIFs. :-(

2/20/2002 1:21:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |gloomy]
[Current Music |Barry Manilow - Weekend in New England]

I don't know how much longer I can take this. Rusty is still working, even though he needs to see a doctor. I just sit around and worry all day now. I had to go to Maryland today, and I was leaving town, I passed his boss, driving into town. Even though she lives in town, and was probably just going home for lunch, I was immediately terrified that she was on her way to my house to tell me that Rusty had been rushed to the hospital. I think about the situation constantly, and it's making me miserable.

I bought the food dehydrator, but still couldn't find the damn Barron's goldfish book.

   

Comments:
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/20/2002 3:40:27 PM

As soon as he gets home, tell him you need him to go with you on an errand and just "Accidently" arrive at the Emergency Clinic.

Bring your daughter along so he can't be an idiot and refuse. Tell him the "child is WATCHING."

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/20/2002 3:44:22 PM

LOL

I think I already played the child card; I told him that we would be homeless and destitute if anything happened to him, and still, he's an idiot. I may just have to kick his ass. =)
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/20/2002 3:53:07 PM

Damn. Well ass-kicking always works. Bribes also.

-hydra-

2/20/2002 3:51:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |indescribable]
[Current Music |Barry Manilow - Weekend in New England]

If I listen to this godamned song one more time, I will probably go insane. And for the record, why is "insane" not listed as a mood for Live Journal? Sometimes that's the only way to describe it. Is white zinfandel an acceptable lunch food?

   

2/20/2002 4:05:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |confused]
[Current Music |Barry Manilow - Weekend in New England]

I want to cry, and I can't. I'm all clogged up. Why is "insane" not a viable emotion? I want to run away. I should have gone to Vancouver. I can't do this. I am not emotionally equipped to be in a relationship. I'm really not. I can't do this.

   

2/21/2002 6:00:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]

Well, I feel slightly better this morning. I checked, and the hernia doesn't appear to be strangulated, and Rusty assured me that he's making his crew carry all the heavy equipment at work. We have two cell phones, so I made him take one to work with him so he could call and check in. Nothing to do now but wait, and try not to drown in my own paranoia. Easier said than done, unfortunately.

I woke up at 4am and just watched him breathing for about an hour. *sigh*

   

2/21/2002 6:45:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |calm]

Bah. I really need to accomplish something today. I need to wash dishes (there are mountains of them) and clear off my kitchen counter so I can set up my new fish tank. I need to clean the rat cages, which are now Very Bad. I need to spend some time playing with them too; they've been rather neglected lately. I need to take pictures of the ratlets, so I can get them developed - I think on Thursday, double prints are the same price as singles. I need to print pedigrees for the remaining ratlets. And I really should wash a load of laundry; I've been wearing the same jeans for three days.

Laurie! I think you said Sean's dad kept guppies. In looking for my old goldfish books (which I know are somewhere, but I cannot find them), I found a book about guppies. Do you want it? I don't know how accurate it is, but there are lots of pretty pictures.

While looking for the food dehydrator at Target yesterday, I saw a quesadilla maker that I think I am going to have to buy. Rusty and I made a list last night of low-fat foods that we would actually eat, and I thought I could probably make quesadillas with lo-fat cheese and mushrooms and stuff. He really needs to lose weight, and I could stand to lose some too. If anyone knows of a good brand of lo-fat cheese, I would love to hear it; I know some of it is simply repulsive.

The rest of the list consists of boca burgers, tuna, fish, salads, spaghetti, soup, asparagus, green beans, peas, corn, beets, broccoli, rice, and ramen noodles. If anyone knows of any easy-to-make things with these ingrediants, I would like to hear that too.

And as I said, now I need to go DO something. Bah.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/21/2002 3:36:19 PM

You still don't have a functioning oven, right? I'll look for some good, easy stove-top recipes with those ingredients.

Oh! Right off the top of my head: you could make stir-fry. That's incredibly easy to make, and could incorporate a lot of those veggies you have listed. And you could add fish, or crumbled veggie burgers, or noodles (ramen, spaghetti, whatever).

Low fat mozzarella doesn't make me choke. =)
And I hear that some of the brands of vegetarian cheese are pretty good, but due to some horrifying experiences with soy cheese, I am less than willing to try them. =P

Oh, another thing is, sometimes instead of looking for low-fat cheese, you should just go for the better, more expensive, higher-fat stuff. Sometimes the high-fat stuff has so much more flavor that you don't need to use nearly as much, and you end up saving a bunch of calories that way. Obviously, it's a moot point on something like pizza, but if you make spaghetti and you put parmesan on it, you'll get a lot more flavor out of a tiny amount of parmigiana reggiano, than you will out of a whole tablespoon of the kind that comes pre-ground in the green can.

I sure talk about food a lot.

Oh! Guess what! Since you mentioned the rat cages... we tried using paper towels, and they work GREAT. In fact, they are the best thing we've ever used -- better even than CareFresh. Our room is just now starting to smell, and we haven't changed the cages in over {hangs head in shame} two weeks. Can you believe that? Anyway, we bought new paper towels so we're changing the cages today. Paper towels are great. And the best part is we can change all six cages with about seven or eight rolls of paper towels, and the generic brand is only 50 cents a roll so that's only a few dollars. =D

Sure, that book about guppies sounds cool. I'll take it! =)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/21/2002 4:15:25 PM

No functioning oven, no. No stovetop either. Joell recomends Cracker Barrel low-fat cheese (1/3 less fat). She also gave me the recioe for a cheese and rice and veggies in a tortilla thingie that sounded really good too; I think I'm gonna try that. He does like some veggies; that helps.

I am the same way with soy cheeses; the only one I tried was so horrific, no way could I eat another brand without advice from someone I really trust. Cheryl? Any advice on fake cheese?

At least we have a list. I feel better with a list.

Cool beans on the paper towels! I have 1 galvanised R-670 and 2 galvanised R-690s; if you want to clean and paint them, they're yours. They are just sitting in my yard, because I am too lazy. I will send the guppie book next time I'm out.
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/22/2002 3:58:26 PM

Oooh, oooh, ooooooh, yeah, on the cages! If you don't want them I will definitely take them from you. You want money for them? Are they very rusty or gunky?

A list is good! A list helps!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/22/2002 5:04:05 PM

I don't think they're rusty at all, they might be just a tiny bit corroded around where the shelves attach to the walls. I'll go out and look. Okay.

On the R-670, just the rings are rusted. No rust at all on the R-690s. BUT. The R-690s have metal pans, which are nasty, and I would definately replace. The R-670 has a plastic pan, and it's fine. No money; if you want any/all of them, they're yours.
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/23/2002 12:42:51 PM

Awesome! Thanks!

Are they too big to go in a car? Perhaps when we do the ratlet/plant exchange, we can also do a cage exchange.

How will we do it this time? I'm definitely willing to drive down to you, which I think might be better for you. Though we will have to make sure we can borrow a car for it, but that shouldn't be a problem.

Do you think the cages will fit in the trunk or backseat of a medium sized car? Are they collapsible?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/24/2002 9:57:42 AM

I really don't know, Laurie. I can't think. No way can Rusty drive for five hours right now, and I don't really want to leave him at home by himself either. The cages might fit into a car, I think they would fit in our Taurus, anyway, you've seen that. They aren't collapsable because I was a dumbass and put them together with the rings instead of like Jane recommends.

Oh! You know what. I sold my freind Laura one of my old R-690s, and she fit it into her car (which was full of junk at the time). I think you could do it. Maybe 2 in the backseat and 1 in the trunk?

2/21/2002 12:17:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]

Despite my last post, still, I am accomplishing nothing.

Rusty called. He sounded good. He was being silly, which is a good sign. I love him so much; I just hope he know that and takes care of this. I really don't want to lose him.

   

2/22/2002 6:06:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |giddy]

We watched the Olympics last night. We can't stand Michelle Kwan, so we were absolutely giddy when Sarah Hughes snagged the gold medal. Giddy! Giddy, we were!

   

2/22/2002 10:37:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |worried]

Spent the morning reading about hernia repair. The more I read, the more sick I feel. Some of the methods take up to six weeks to recover from! I don't know how we're going to do it, either financially or sanity-wise. I wish I could run away from home.

   

2/22/2002 1:21:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |worried]

I've been trying to think of what else I need for my fish tank. I need an algae scraper, for starters, and I guess I should have a water test kit. I should get one of those background thingies too, so you can't see the filter and cords and stuff. I guess.

Dammit. I can't concentrate on anything today.

   

2/22/2002 5:08:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |stressed]

Of course, any new hobby requires complete and total obsession. In the spirit of that concept, I have downloaded some new software:

Aquarium maintenance software...

A koi concentration game...

Some virtual fish and more vitual fish...

And finally, a screensaver.

I wish Rusty would come home.

   

2/23/2002 6:46:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |thirsty]

I woke up at 6:30 this morning with a hangover and the realisation that I now have 2 cats, 2 dogs, 26 rats, one baby, and one 40-year-old man that I have to take care of.

Maybe the fish aren't such a good idea, after all.

   

Comments:
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/23/2002 7:33:03 AM

Get some of them glass ones that have the glass bubbles attached with fishing wire, so they float.

No matinence. No deaths. No worries!

Or they have battery operated ones at Spencers.

-hydra-
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/24/2002 10:11:29 AM

NOT a bad idea. I have some of the glass ball kind, actually. They are in a fish bowl, but maybe I should put them in the aquarium. Thanks Hydra!
From: [info]das_hydra
Date: 2/24/2002 6:53:07 PM

Welcome.

See, I'm just a WEALTH of usless knowldge, until someone needs some.

Then I have a USE!

-hydra-

2/24/2002 9:29:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |thirsty]

Alrighty then, why is "hungover" not a LJ mood? Hungover and insane.

   

This is so me. 2/24/2002 9:41:00 AM

purple_stardust




Adopted at Janie's Virtual Pets!
   

2/25/2002 6:40:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]

What a horrible night. I had a very bizarre dream, in which I went to re-arrange my Valentines Day flowers, but when I removed the flowers from the vase, they were covered in snails and slugs and dead bugs, and they got all over my bed. When I tried to wipe them up, they just got slimy and stuck to my bed sheets.

That was about 3:30 am, and it was all downhill from there. I couldn't stay asleep and spent the rest of the night watching Rusty sleep. He's going to the doctor today, so I guess I should go get ready - my hair is weird and I reek of vodka.

   

2/25/2002 1:18:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]

Took Rusty to the doctor this morning. I was right - it's an umbilical hernia. Unfortunately, he can't get the surgical consult until March 18... stupid HMO bullshit. I feel a little bit better, but I'll be glad when it's fixed. *sigh*

   

Faith - The Cure 2/25/2002 7:19:00 PM

purple_stardust

Catch me if I fall, I'm losing hold
I can't just carry on this way
And every time I turn away
Lose another blind game
The idea of perfection holds me
Suddenly I see you change
Everything at once the same
But the mountain never moves

Rape me like a child, christened in blood
Painted like an unknown saint
There's nothing left but hope
Your voice is dead and old and always empty
Trust in me through closing years
Perfect moments wait, if only we could stay

Please say the right words
Or cry like the stone white clown
And stand forever
Lost forever in a happy crowd

No one lifts their hands
No one lifts their eyes
Justified with empty words
The party just gets better and better

I went away alone
With nothing left
But faith

   

2/25/2002 8:41:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |excited]

My beautiful ZBR Beatrix gave birth this afternoon! I counted eight tiny babies, and Bea is taking very good care of them. Hooray! Little blue ratlets! =)

   

2/25/2002 9:32:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |envious]

I want THIS FISH!!!

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 2/25/2002 10:06:12 PM

What a cutie!

2/25/2002 10:26:00 PM

purple_stardust


VIOLET



You surround yourself with art and music and are constantly driven to express yourself. You often daydream. You prefer honesty in your relationships and belive strongly in your personal morals.



Find out your color at Stvlive.com!


   

2/26/2002 8:37:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |busy]

Things to do today:

1) Clean the baby barn top cages.
2) Dishes. Dishes. Dishes.
3) Clean counter.
4) Vaccuum.

I already got my email somewhat under control, and did a load of laundry. I MUST clean the barn tops. I NEED to do the dishes. I SHOULD clean off the counter, so I can put up my new aquarium. I MIGHT vaccuum, though I see little point in it. I can vaccuum now and it will be covered with aspen again by noon. *sigh*

   

Comments:
From: [info]eyeawry
Date: 2/26/2002 5:45:42 PM

That's why I stopped using aspen. :] It's amazing how far that stuff can fly...
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 2/26/2002 5:55:24 PM

What do you use now? I'm open to suggestions.. :)
From: [info]eyeawry
Date: 2/26/2002 6:09:27 PM

CellSorb Plus in the litter box, pretty much nothing every where else. I string up old tshirts to make these tentlike things on the shelves. They spend most of their time in hammocks and boxes and such anyway, so that's usually what gets peed on. Floor stays suprisingly clean... :]

2/26/2002 9:48:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |shocked]

Holy crap, a girl in Texas wants my two remaining Siamese babies!

   

2/26/2002 12:29:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |accomplished]

Taking a break. I cleaned the cages, did two loads of laundry, and started on the dishes. It doesn't sound like much, but it's more than I've BEEN doing. I really need to vaccuum and do more dishes. Blah. I really want a maid.

   

2/26/2002 2:26:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |giddy]

Rusty called me to let me know he was okay. It's weird; even though we've been together for over six years, and as much as we fight, and the problems we have... still I get all giddy when he calls me. I'm still happy to see him when he comes home.

*happy little sigh*

   

2/26/2002 4:38:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |happy]

Wow. Today I did two loads of laundry, three trays of dishes, cleaned the rat cages, vaccuumed the living room carpet, and swept the kichen floor! I still need to wash more dishes before I can completely clear off the counter, but it's better than it was. Tomorrow I need to work on the counter some more, so I can get my aquarium set up. And I need to buy a water test kit, an algae scraper, aquarium salt, and a backdrop to hide the filter and cords and my ugly counter.

I also need to take individual photos of the Siamese babies for the remaining adoptors. The girl in Texas already paid me! I can't believe MY ratties are going to be living in Texas! Very exciting, I think! =)

   

Look what I bought! 2/26/2002 7:53:00 PM

purple_stardust



They're so tiny! Look at them compared to the penny. Also, the center one is purple, but you can't it tell from the crappy scan. And they're glass. And dumbos! =)
   

Comments:
From: [info]jacquez
Date: 2/27/2002 1:10:57 PM

Oh, those are *adorable*!

Almost as adorable as Helen (my dumbo cage-boss, bless her wicked heart).

2/26/2002 11:43:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |awake]

Went to bed, couldn't sleep, back again. I feel kinda bad, because Rusty asked me to stay (he says he sleeps better with me there) but I couldn't take the snoring and I sneaked out. I just hate not being able to sleep, because then I think and worry and panic and at least out here I can distract myself with the telivision.

   

2/27/2002 12:07:00 AM

purple_stardust



Take the What Faery Are You? Quiz!
This quiz was made by lia
   

Creep - RadioHead 2/27/2002 12:11:00 AM

purple_stardust

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather, in a beautiful world
I wish I was special... you're so fucking special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts. I want to have control
I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special... I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again, she's running out
She runs runs runs. whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want. you're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

   

2/27/2002 4:24:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |confused]

I have been thinking lately that I should cut my hair off. It looks scraggley (I have hippie hair), and I've actually been getting comfortable with imagining it short. Last night, Rusty looks at me and says "Your hair is getting really long. It looks pretty."

ARGH.

   

Comments:
From: [info]laurarn
Date: 3/13/2002 1:22:43 PM

Men and long hair...

Men love long hair, the longer the better. They don't even care if it is stringey or straggly, they just want it LOOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGG. Go figure. Any men care to explain this phenomenon?

Torn - Natalie Imbruglia 2/27/2002 9:06:00 PM

purple_stardust

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's whats going on, nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn. Torn.

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn.

   

2/27/2002 9:07:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |rejected]

I tried talking to Rusty this evening about a problem that we have. Not only will he not talk about it, he won't even admit that there's a problem. I don't know what else to do. How can we fix something that he claims isn't broken? How can I help him if he doesn't trust me enough to admit that there's something wrong? Dammit.

   

2/28/2002 11:22:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]

I have my hair in pigtails today, and I look like a bassett hound. Very attractive.

   

2/28/2002 8:28:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |aggravated]

Argh. Papa John's is running long delivery times tonight, Anthony's line was busy, and Domino's was out of anchovies. I am cursed, I tell you! CURSED!