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That's funny! And I just thought I would share, www.tara.com is a Jewish music site. :)
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6/28/2002 7:29:14 AM |
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You really are going for this Judaic conversion business in quite a way, aren't you? I'm intrigued (indulge me; spiritual seeking is something I do a lot myself, and certain questions actually cause me a lot of stress. I may not show it in my LJ - but it's there) - what prompted you into this? Were you originally born to Judaism, and are now accepting the faith part as well as the racial aspect - or have you just felt leanings towards it due to similar philosophy?
Well. No, I wasn't born Jewish - in fact, I was was born into a long line of absolutely nothing, spiritually speaking. I mean, both sets of grandparents lived in rural communities, so they would go to a generic (Methodist?) church in the community for weddings and funerals, but that was about it. My own parents were far less religious than that.
Regardless, they sent me to Catholic school for eight years, and I really wanted to be Catholic at first - I admired the ritual more than anything, I think. The problem was, I never, ever believed that Jesus was the son of God - or at least, not any more than anyone else. By second grade, I was questioning the nuns about it, because it made absolutely no sense to me. I also had a problem with the God-as-an-old-white-guy sentiment too, and satan, and heaven and hell, but the idea of Christ the Messiah was the biggest problem I had with it.
I think I kind of revolted after Catholic school (and who wouldn't?) - and I went through a few years of "spiritual seeking" of my own in my early 20's. Finally, somewhere, I read that Jews believe in one God, but a noncorporeal God, and that they didn't believe that Jesus was the Messiah or that he was any more the child of God than anyone else (though he may have been a prophet or a teacher or a really nice guy). THAT finally made sense to me. And the more I read, the more it made sense. And I'm still reading, and it still makes sense.
So no, I wasn't born to Jewish parents. But Judaism is the only religion that has ever made sense to me.
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6/28/2002 12:55:59 PM |
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You can get Harry Potter kippah in some of the shops near here!
I know what you mean about feeling like Judaism just feels 'right'. Ever since I was a kid I've been fascinated by it, watching programmes and reading books about it. That's how I knew about the LBD! My family is..Pentecostal I think, but Judaism just feels more interesting and inclusive.
Ooh... pentacostal = scary! Sorry, bad experience there. Brr.
The other thing I like about Judaism is, you're allowed to question things. You're not just expected to accept a certain set of beliefs "on faith".
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6/28/2002 2:39:01 PM |
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Heheh, my family are pretty relaxed, I mean they aren't anti-anything really...they were great when I came out, and I think my mum veered more toward the pentecostals becuase that was the nearest church to us! But I do like the idea of being able to question things, and have meaningful dialogue instead of accepting blindly.
Oh, that's cool! There may be a difference between the two countries too; they seem to frown on pretty much everything, here. But then, I am basing most of my opinion on the crazed actions of one particularly nasty ex-boyfriend, so I am no doubt biased.
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6/28/2002 3:32:30 PM |
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Some of the so-called 'Christians' in the US seem terrifying. When I was growing up it seemed like a really free, easy-going place, but I wouldn't feel safe living on the same continent as someone like Fred Phelps! Nowadays it seems like everyone in the UK is at least a bit gay, heheh, we're taking over!
I was really worried about telling my mother but she just said she knew, and wanted me to be happy. My nan is born-again too and she just said that God wants us to love and be loved, and no-one is going to be punished for loving someone else, she's even met some of my gay friends, and keeps asking when I'm going to get a girlfriend!!
Some of the Christians in the US are DAMN terrifying!!!
Semi-gay, lol. I would think that a parent would almost have to know, though my kids haven't reached that age, so I don't know for sure. I love your nan though; funny how gay or straight, grandmothers just want you to mate!
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6/28/2002 3:56:30 PM |
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*laughs* Grans are great, but mine says she doesn't want me to make her a great-grandmother, she's too young! She was devastated because when my mother had me at 22 my nan was only 41, my poor mother was almost disowned over it! "How dare you, I'm too young to be someone's grandmother!"
My mother made sure the whole 'coming out' thing was dragged out over months! Evil woman, I tried loads of times but then I'd get nervous, and she knew all along! Rotten cow. I burst into tears when I finally told her and she said "Duh, because that wasn't obvious!" and went back to watching the TV!! I was a hysterical mess because I'd expected a bad reaction, guess I underestimated the Toad on that score :)
OMG, that is both awful and hysterical!!! LOL
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6/28/2002 8:50:59 PM |
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Awful and hysterical.... yeah, pretty much sums up my family! I'll write a book someday, but it'll have to be a 10 Volume work!
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