[dinner - leftovers] 3/1/2003 12:15:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]
[Current Music |rom - shining force 2 / tv - welcome back kotter]

Cheese sub w/ tomato and mustard. Matzoh balls. Reese's Cups. Regular Coke.

   

[today] 3/1/2003 3:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |bored bored bored bored bored]
[Current Music |cd - the rolling stones - forty licks]

Rusty and I went to the bank; the weather was crappy last week so I didn't go Thursday or Friday. His check was pretty pathetic because of the missed snow days, so I didn't stop at Petsmart or Target, as my finances are going to be be a juggling act for the next two weeks.

We came home and found that one the cats had knocked the cricket box off of the back of the stove, so now there are who-knows-how-many live crickets loose in my kitchen. I caught a few near the box (it must have happened just before we walked in), and I'm hoping that the kittens caught (and ate) some of them too. And in case anyone wonders why I keep the crickets in the kitchen, it's because they make that horrid cricket noise when they're in the living room and it drives me insane(r). Why won't my retarded gecko just eat the friggen mealworms?

And I cleaned rat cages, which is almost as much fun as it sounds. I really don't like to do it on Saturday, but Rusty is tying up the television (to play his stupid video game) AND my computer (to play this CD), and I was bored. Perhaps when this CD is over, I shall play Truly Awful Music to encourage him to hurry up and turn regular TV back on.

   

[jewish vegetarianism] 3/1/2003 4:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |gearing up for the big diet]
[Current Music |cd - the rolling stones - forty licks]

Israel has the second-largest number of faith-based vegetarians in the world...
...this and more at jewishveg.com.

   

[meow] 3/1/2003 5:05:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |amused]
[Current Music |mp3 - joni mitchell - big yellow taxi]

My official goth name is Chaotic Kittie... that fits, eh? Get your own.

   

[sprint pcs] 3/1/2003 6:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |oogley googley]
[Current Music |tv - animal planet]

This is the coolest phone, ever.

   

[this evening] 3/1/2003 10:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - trading spaces]

I made another beaded bracelet; a triple strand of light and dark purple seed beads.

Also, I spent some time admiring my lovely rat Wysiwyg. I MUST breed him; he's the squishiest lap rat since Mason, and he gives me sweet little whiskery kisses. There is definately a pretty blue dumbo chick in his future...

   

[dinner - delivery from anthonys] 3/2/2003 12:10:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |battle #37]
[Current Music |rom - shining force 2 / tv - nick-at-nite]

Cheese sub w/ tomato and mustard. Mozzerella sticks. Reese's Cups. Regular Coke.

   

Comments:
From: [info]kimikohime
Date: 3/2/2003 1:20:06 PM

every time I read these posts I get hungry. :)

[ewww, exercise] 3/2/2003 10:25:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |gearing up for the big diet]
[Current Music |tv - nbc - the chris matthews show]

Rusty was watching infomercials this morning and came across one for the Bodyflex system. He thinks that we should give it a try, since we don't have enough unused exercise equipment sitting around. I think this one involves breathing techniques and weight resistance via the uber-funky gym bar. Have any of you fine folks tried this or something similer?

I am also considering that Atkins Diet, if I can find the information online. I don't have much hope for that one though, as I also intend to stop eating meat. I also seem to recall that you're not supposed to drink even diet soda, which pretty much renders it un-usable for me; I can give up regular soda, much as I'll hate it, but I cannot give up diet soda too.

Also, has anyone tried the Weight Watchers online program?

   

Comments:
From: [info]angel_renewed
Date: 3/2/2003 10:33:36 AM

Atkins

Major *thumbs down* to the Atkins diet. I think if you are _morbidly_ obese, it might help. Otherwise, you *will* fall off of it (NO bread. NO pasta) before you hit your goal weight. However, all the information from the book is at www.atkinscenter.com. I've used Ediets (online system) with much success. It's more flexible and holds you accountable (weekly weigh ins).
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/2/2003 10:45:56 AM

Re: Atkins

Thanks for the input! Yeah, the Atkins thing looks like a royal pain in the ass. My sister-in-law tried it for a while, and I remember what a hassle it was when she went out to eat, dissecting sandwiches and such. She said that she lost about ten pounds right off the bat and then it slowed way down (and she fell off, like you said), so maybe the trick is to just do it for a week or two (for that initial weight loss) and then switch to a more reasonable plan?
From: [info]angel_renewed
Date: 3/2/2003 11:03:55 AM

Re: Atkins

I tried the 'do it two week thing'. I didn't have THAT kind of success, to be honest. I need to lose 10-15 pounds, so maybe that's why I only lost 3 pounds in 10 days on Atkins. I figured I can eat sensibly, exercise and lose at that pace - so why kill myself. And, yes, eating out is a nightmare unless you REALLY like steak.

Given that you're not trying to lose 100 pounds or anything, I'd just pick a reasonable plan and go with that. You'll tend to lose fast the first couple weeks anyway, and the weight you lose from Atkins WILL be put back on when you leave THAT plan. And exercise. I'm learning exercise allows me to eat more and that's a good thing. =)

Good Luck!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/2/2003 12:06:36 PM

Re: Atkins

I hate steak, lol. I want to lose about 35 pounds, most of it is leftover "baby" fat. But I look at it like this: you've seen my current diet - surely just eating reasonable foods after that will help SOME, right? I mean, if I gave up Reese's Cups and switched to diet soda, that should count for something. Thanks for the good wishes!
From: [info]catmoran
Date: 3/2/2003 11:52:25 AM

I've been doing Atkins for 3 months, and I've lost 40lbs. (Yay me.) I've also had no problem sticking to the diet. If you do the induction right, you won't have much of a problem with cravings. I still want pasta, but never enough to do anything about it. Except for a noodle or two at Chinese buffets. {g}

That said, if you don't have a lot of weight to lose, you probably won't be on Atkins long enough to stick to maintenance the rest of your life.

Oh, and diet soda isn't entirely off the menu. It's generally agreed that Atkin's rule of no caffeine really isn't neccessary. Some people have a problem with aspartame (the most common diet sweetener) but if you do, there are a few diet sodas that use the Splenda sweetener. (I think Cheer Wine and Diet Rite are on the list, but I don't drink soda.)

You can get a lot of good advice at .
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/2/2003 12:25:40 PM

Damn, you GO girl! =)

That's good to know, too, especially the caffeine/soda part - I hadn't heard anything about caffeine in general, just soda. I think I could give up pasta without problem; I'm more concerned with breads - they're what holds the cheese together, ya know! And I could give up chocolate, but I'm not so sure about the other sugars - like what I put in my coffee.

Still, 40 pounds in three months... wow. That's REALLY impressive. Are you exercising, too?
From: [info]catmoran
Date: 3/2/2003 2:53:04 PM

Re:

After the first two weeks you don't have to give up chocolate! There are a lot of low-carb chocolates in the 'health' stores. You do have to be a little careful; the sugar alcohols they use won't stop the fat burning process, but it will 'divert' it, if you eat too much.

Other than the pure habit of 'hey, shouldn't this cheese have bread around it?' I haven't missed bread much. Weird, since I was a total breadholic.

I am exercising, but not much. Pretty much a 20 minute walk per day.
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/2/2003 12:16:59 PM

I've been doing Weight Watchers though I'm not part of the online or f2f meetings. I got the books from someone and doing the points system has been easy for me over all. Maybe once or twice a week, I splurge, but I figure, in the long run, that just keeps me sticking to the diet better. What's good about the Weight Watcher's Diet is you can eat anything.

(I think there are points books for sale on ebay, but I don't think you get them when you do the online program).
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/2/2003 12:40:03 PM

Oh, that's good to know, thanks! I am definately into easy, and I definately want something that I can occasionally splurge - there are limits to how many nights per week I'll want to eat lettuce and tuna. :)
From: [info]jupiterjuniper
Date: 3/3/2003 10:25:02 AM

well...

firstly, my mom has been on atkins for over a year. she's lost a considerable amount of weight [from a size 16 to 6] and has also gotten off of 2 out of 3 high blood pressure medicines...

that being said, you pay your price. no, i don't think you can do it for 2 weeks then switch. like any weightloss program, MAINTENANCE is more the key. as soon as you'd have your first slice-o-bread, your body would store onto it like crazy. if you can't stick with atkins [the meat-cheese-etc thing], i wouldn't recommend it.

i on-and-off do weight watchers. my g/f is a pro: she's been doing it for 2 years [there was a 7 month lapse, but she's now back on it] and has lost 65 lbs. weigh-ins weekly. point system so you know what you NEED to eat. that being said, there is room for LOTS of treats...you just budget your points accordingly and eat what you want. you have a daily point range [mine is 18-25] and exercise/activity buys you additional points.

what happens is after a while, you opt for the 3 pt sandwich [or something healthy/filling] over the 3 pt. star crunch. but it's sooooo nice you have the option of either one ;) when the craving calls.

i can give you some low-point ideas if you start ww. they have 2 books: one with general food point values, and one called DINING OUT that gives point values for diff places. i.e. STEAK N SHAKE: 9 pts for a hamburger & fries [not bad!]. MCD: 3 point ice cream cone. etc.

lmk.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/3/2003 10:46:19 AM

Wow, 65 pounds. I think I would like to do WW without the meetings, weigh-ins, etcetera. You know, use their point system but weigh myself at home. I am going to look for the point books on ebay, but heck yeah, I'll take any tips you have!

Also, is your daily point range figured without factoring in any exercise? Because I would rather eat less and not exercise. I need to see if their website has how to come up with the daily point range, too...

Thanks for the info!
From: [info]jupiterjuniper
Date: 3/3/2003 12:00:21 PM

Re:

i'll have to see if we have an extra set o-books...i could snail mail 'em, if so. i'm not sure.

exactly--i do the ww without all of the above. i just use it as a guide [i'm prone to EXCESSIVE gluttony & overeating...so, it's good for me to know what is ENOUGH food and try to stick to it...like a formula]. i try to go out to eat once every week or so, so i don't feel restricted. i love food. even with a few splurges, i think i've lost about 10 lbs in a month+.

my points are just for lethargic, day-to-day use. 18-25 pts a day where i don't leave my house, etc. i don't really factor in activity points b/c i'm not *that* active. we recently started walking [about 20 minutes a day] and i usually just let myself slide by NOT measuring/counting, say, cool whip, or butter. i am not in it 100% dedecated-ly, just in it for self-restriction [and moral support :) ] and control.

from home i'll send you a link with wonderful out-to-eat stuff.
i could email it to you, but i don't think i have your email...

From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/3/2003 12:50:34 PM

Oh, that's great! I'm not active AT ALL right now (how many calories does typing burn, lol), but eventually I want to start walking or using the AbSlide or *something*. I am also into excessive gluttony (it's a wonder that I don't weigh well more than I do), and also I eat the worst possible foods and I eat them at the worst possible times - late at night and then promptly go to bed. I think I'll be okay with the measuring and counting (I'm pretty anal that way), though I do have a tendancy to not count stuff like coffee additives or a bite of my husband's dinner, etcetera. I'll definately need to work on that...

My email addie is stardust95 at ziggabella dot com. :)
From: [info]jupiterjuniper
Date: 3/6/2003 10:11:30 AM

Re:

you've got mail.

[grocery list] 3/2/2003 12:59:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |plotting and planning]
[Current Music |tv - fox news channel]

Here are the foods that I need to obtain:

Gorton's grilled fish fillets
Canned green beans, canned corn
Frozen broccoli

Tuna - lots and lots of tuna
Mustard - lots and lots of mustard
Lo-cal honey mustard salad dressing
Iceburg lettuce and tomatoes

Rye bread and spray butter

Diet Pepsi
Deer Park water and lime juice

It won't be long now; my guess is tomorrow...

   

[now playing on short attention span theatre] 3/2/2003 2:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |confused]
[Current Music |mp3 - hole - gold dust woman]

I am trying to learn how to play Chrono Cross with Rusty, but it seems *really* complicated. The gameplay is completely different from my regular RPGs. Even the items and magic are different. New and different things freak me out...

   

[35 phrases and poseable ears] 3/2/2003 3:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |enthralled]
[Current Music |mp3 - matchbox twenty - push]

Needless to say, I MUST have this adorably rude Stitch plushie.

   

Comments:
From: [info]angel_renewed
Date: 3/2/2003 4:10:42 PM

It was $35 at the Disney Store. People online are trying to sell it for much more, so beware ;-P
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/2/2003 4:15:19 PM

Great, thanks for the heads-up! I am definately getting one as soon as we recover from the snow crisis...

(I gotta love it when people on ebay pay WAY more than the retail value, without checking to see what the retail value IS)

[a new obsession] 3/2/2003 5:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |my stomach hurts]
[Current Music |dvd - stuart little]

   

Comments:
From: [info]the_never
Date: 3/2/2003 11:40:45 PM

My DAD used to build working wooden ships like this all the time. He built his last ship when I was like 4 or so.. he's not very creative anymore. But I remember quite well when one of the ships got broken. It was green, and he had set up a working model airplane engine in the ship as a propeller. He had no idea how to set up the radio-controls for it so he never finished it. I remember him helping my brother and I build model rockets and other ..like.. plastic models when I was a bit older. 5th grade or so at the latest. I still build models and stuff. I don't exactly get along great with my dad or anything, but those are some of my favorite memories today. I hope I can share something like that with my boys.

That ship got broken by falling off of a shelf. I may have been involved but I can't remember.

Anyhow- I especially love the tugboat on that page, "The Toad". That is a pretty little boat.

From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/3/2003 12:11:08 PM

Oh, what a cool thing to share with your kids! My dad made the model rockets too, and he had the coolest miniatue train set with the tracks (and trees and buildings and stuff) all permanently mounted on a huge piece of plywood. He never let me play with it, the bastard.

Do you know, is there a way to make a boat like this radio-controlled?

[gip] 3/2/2003 10:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |productive]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc]

I edited my user pics to reflect my new username and the interests du jour.

   

[dinner - leftovers] 3/3/2003 12:15:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |hungry]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - nick-at-nite]

Cheese sub w/ tomato and mustard. Fish cakes. Reese's Cups. Regular Coke.

   

[almost like a grownup] 3/3/2003 1:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |pathetic]
[Current Music |tv - abc soaps]

I'm sitting here being all proud of myself because I managed to write checks and pay the electric and gas bills, and even call Allegheny Power and tell them that the checks were on the way. Of course, the reason that I had to take care of it today was because they were both scheduled for termination, but still. I took care of it. Yay me.

   

[dvds on the way] 3/3/2003 3:30:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |giddy]
[Current Music |tv - abc soaps]

Paid via Paypal today:

* Nirvana Live (United States)

* The Tribute to Kurt Cobain (Brazil)

* Guns n Roses - Welcome to the Videos (Asia)

* Pearl Jam - Alive and Unplugged (United States)

   

[dinner - delivery from anthonys] 3/3/2003 11:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |the last hurrah]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - the drew carey show]

Cheese sub w/ tomato and mustard. Mozzerella sticks. Reese's Cups. Regular Coke.

   

[ugh] 3/4/2003 12:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |i have a headache]
[Current Music |tv - abc news]

I woke up early and then went back to sleep after Rusty left and slept way too long, and now I have a headache. Worse than that, I really HAVE to go to the supermarket this evening and I am dreading that. I hate going anyway, and now I need to find healthy lo-cal foods, plus now I need to be careful about how much money I spend. Ugh.

   

[quest for the holy grail] 3/4/2003 12:00:00 PM

purple_stardust




I am the killer rabbit of Caerbannog!
I am a foul, cruel, and bad-tempered rodent who attacks all who approach
with intent to kill and who strikes fear into the hearts of men!

Mwahahahaha.
   

[ugh continued] 3/4/2003 5:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sick]
[Current Music |tv - abc news]

The headache rages on; I think it wants to turn into a migraine, as I am nauseated too, and light is more annoying than usual. I took some aspirin in the hopes of warding off the inevitable, but so far it's still here. At least it isn't a full-blown migraine yet.

I wish that Rusty would hurry up and come home with the car so that I can go and get this grocery shopping travesty over with. Better yet, I wish I was rich - this is definately one of those things that I would pay someone else to do.

   

[ugh part three] 3/4/2003 8:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |it's a migraine alright]
[Current Music |tv - fox news channel]

I went to the store, it was awful. I bought tuna and salad stuff. It's really hard to find kosher salad dressing. And I stopped at Sheetz and bought cigarettes. A guy cut in front of me in line and I had to inform him that he was a jackass. The cashier carded me, which I found somewhat amusing but mostly annoying since I had to stand there in the brightly-lit store and dig for my stupid drivers license which is always lost in my purse. When I got out to my car, some little twerp was parked next to me and playing Eminem way too loudly. I drowned him out with AC/DC, which was bloody hell on the headache, but personally satisfying.

   

Comments:
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/5/2003 7:35:45 AM

Stupid gelatine. Check a health food store, most vegetarians won't eat gelatine, so the dressing's more likely to be Kosher.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 10:04:44 AM

Ooh, I bet you're right... that's a great idea, thanks! :)

[note to self] 3/4/2003 9:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |keep on playing those mind games]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc]

You are fat, and you are stupid. Now, since you'll ever do anything about the stupidity, because you are so lazy, the least you could do is stop being so fat. Yes, fat. Not chunky or chubby or zaftig, but full-blown disgusting fat. You are probably the fattest person in the entire fucking world, and if you think people are staring at your fat disgusting self, it's because they ARE. If you don't want people looking at you, then lose the poundage, you bloated piece of shit.

I should be a motivational speaker when I grow up.

   

Comments:
From: [info]instantclarity
Date: 3/4/2003 10:27:47 PM

You are not stupid or fat, but you ARE crazy! *hits you with a cube of tofu*
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 11:40:31 AM

Ewww, tofu. Now *that* is an effective diet aid!
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/4/2003 10:48:06 PM

wow, take that little voice in yer head and glue it's mouth together. It is only there to torment you, it is full of shit. If you don't you'll...END UP LIVING IN A VAN DOWN BY THE RIVER!! hehe


I've seen pics of you...YOU ARE NOT FAT!

*hugs*
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 11:39:25 AM

{LIVING IN A VAN DOWN BY THE RIVER}

*chokes*

=D
From: [info]wampithesilver
Date: 3/4/2003 10:55:10 PM

U are not fat! be nice to yourself! you are the only you you'll ever have (in atleast this lifetime)
*huggles*
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 11:41:06 AM

Thanks. :)
From: [info]cellio
Date: 3/4/2003 11:50:19 PM

That's not how motivational speaking is supposed to work.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 11:41:55 AM

I never said that I would be a *good* motivational speaker.
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/4/2003 11:53:51 PM

OH MY GOD I WAS SCREAMING THE SAME DAMN THING TO MYSELF TODAY!!!

...creepy. and sad.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 11:34:23 AM

Holy crap, that's one seriously creepy icon! What the hell IS that?
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/5/2003 12:18:16 PM

Re:

haha it is, isn't it?? i typed 'scream' into altavista's image search engine a few years ago, and this picture popped up. it's a screaming statue, but i'm unsure of it's origin. i blurred it a little, and threw it up on the splash page of my website.

http://www.8ung.at/restless

one of a kind, most definitely!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 12:33:53 PM

It IS! Nasty. Neat website though; I like the navigational style, and the B&W photography.
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/5/2003 10:36:32 PM

Re:

thanks...;0)
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/5/2003 8:30:48 AM

Oh please. I'm fatter than you, goddammit. =P

Also, you're one of the smartest, sharpest people I know, goddammit.

love, laurie
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/5/2003 8:31:06 AM

(goddammit)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/5/2003 11:33:36 AM

*sniff*

Stop it before you make me cry, G-ddammit.

:)

[daily calorie intake] 3/4/2003 9:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |fat on fat tuesday]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc]

Several glasses of leftover Regular Coke.
Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Dinner - 1/2 can of tuna w/ mustard. Lettuce, tomato, cucumber w/ lo-cal dressing.

   

Comments:
From: [info]cellio
Date: 3/4/2003 11:49:02 PM

I've found http://www.fitday.com to be helpful in tracking this stuff.

[i am twisted] 3/4/2003 10:35:00 PM

purple_stardust



   

[wow] 3/5/2003 11:15:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |amazed]
[Current Music |tv - pbs - teletubbies]

It never ceases to amaze me when I pray for something, and it works. For instance, we're short on cash this pay period because of the missed snow days, and I prayed for help, and this morning, my grandma sent me $50 in the mail. Tres cool. Of course, G-d (and my grandma) may just feel sorry for me. But still, wow. This prayer thing is cool.

Of course, I sometimes wonder that G-d might have a really twisted sense of humour, and so I'm always very careful about what I pray for, because it always lurks in the back of my head that if I pray to G-d to make me thin, I will get stomach cancer.

Yes, this is how my brain works. But just because you're paranoid...

   

[da rules] 3/5/2003 11:55:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |serious]
[Current Music |tv - nickelodeon]

Rule #1 - No eating after 10pm. You don't eat by 10pm, you don't eat. Period.

Rule #2 - No eating alone. You may only eat in the presence of others, so you won't be tempted to stuff your face like the gluttonous slob that you are. No exceptions.

Rule #3 - You must use the AbSlide. Every day. Even if you have cramps. No AbSlide = no food.

The rules of water and diet aids will be addressed later, when I have more disposable income.

   

Comments:
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/5/2003 7:41:38 PM

"No AbSlide = no food" probably a bad idea. When you don't eat your metabolism slows way down and burns as little fat as possible.

[daily calorie intake] 3/5/2003 9:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc]

Two glasses of leftover Regular Coke.
Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Dinner - 1/2 can of tuna w/ mustard. Lettuce, tomato, cucumber w/ lo-cal dressing.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[downunders, mate!] 3/5/2003 11:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |in love with spotty tummies]
[Current Music |tv - drew carey rerun]

Eeek! Downunders in the US! Tara, I am *thisclose* to moving to Washington/Oregon. ;)

   

Comments:
From: [info]arkady
Date: 3/6/2003 12:40:11 AM

My Amice is a silver fawn downunder; she was one of the first in this country. She descends from the Carawatha lines; however the reason I have Amice is because her previous owner retired her from breeding after she had a kitten born with no eyes. The Downunder line has since been stopped in the UK, as the Downunder gene seems to bring with it a whole host of previous unsuspected problems.
From: [info]s8venus
Date: 3/6/2003 1:42:41 AM

no eyes?

ahhh poor baby!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/6/2003 9:13:55 AM

Oh, the poor baby! I didn't realise that they'd already been in the UK. I wonder how the DU gene will do when combined with our lines... they landed on the west coast, so who knows when we'll get them here in the east. They're awfully cute though... I'm a sucker for tummy spots. :)

[daily calorie intake] 3/6/2003 8:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sick]
[Current Music |tv - the president - yadda yadda yadda]

Diet Pepsi.
Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Dinner - Lemon pepper fish (200 calories). Green beans. Corn.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[random notes] 3/7/2003 9:35:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |bouncy]
[Current Music |tv - abc stuff]

* I read Choosing a Jewish Life again. I am starting to wonder if Anita Diamant has ADD, because for some reason, I have no problem reading her books. I still get distracted by the TV, and occasionally I wander off, but for the most part, I find her format fairly easy to read.

* So I'm all riled up again. I need to call Rabbi Garfunkel and set up another appointment. I also need to remember to write questions down as they occur. I thought of a ton of questions while I was reading, but of course I won't remember them when I'm actually with the rabbi.

* One thing that I know I want to ask her is, exactly what am I supposed to be learning: history, specific prayers, Hebrew (egad), holidays and life cycles, or all of the above. I really wish someone offered formal conversion classes around here. I need the structure, dammit!

* On 03-03-03, I swiped a piece of pepperoni from Rusty's pizza, but since then, I have kept shomer kosher, except for my plates. When I have money, I want to buy single plates in two colours/patterns; one set for me and one for Rusty. As long as he keeps his food off of my plates, keeping kosher should be pretty easy now, since I'm only eating fish and veggies.

* Except, I'd like to still be able to order out occasionally. Of course I wouldn't order a pizza with bacon or something, but even a cheese sub or mozzerella sticks wouldn't be considered kosher, since I'm sure that Anthony's doesn't use kosher cheese, and it probably comes in contact with meat at some point. No way to get around that one, I guess.

   

Comments:
From: [info]goljerp
Date: 3/10/2003 9:59:04 AM

I also need to remember to write questions down as they occur.

This is a very good idea.

As far as learning goes, that's a good question. Of course, one aspect of Judiasm is that there's always more out there to be learned. I was going to speculate about which of the categories you mentioned was "highest priority", but then realized that I could make a case for all of them. And you left out some areas - like sociology, Jewish observances, philosophy, physics... (OK, maybe I was joking about physics...)

When I have money, I want to buy single plates in two colours/patterns; one set for me and one for Rusty

Don't forget the silverware... and pots... and then, the most fun part: the stove. Actually it's not so bad kashering a stove/oven. For the burners, just clean them thoroughly and then turn 'em on high for... um... I forget how long. At least 15 minutes, not more than an hour... but I forget what the exact time is supposed to be. If you've got a self-cleaning oven, then you just need to put that through one cycle; otherwise same thing. I'd probably leave it on for an hour to be safe. Luckilly, Microwaves are really easy to kasher: clean the inside and then heat a cup of water to boiling inside it. Oh, and counter tops. For that, boiling water is your friend. (I'm thinking about this right now because I'm starting to think about kashering my kitchen for passover... I won't start for a while yet, but it's weighing on my mind...) Also, I should mention the fact that I'm writing off the top of my head and don't have my reference books open in front of me.

Except, I'd like to still be able to order out occasionally.
This is a problem. I'd suggest discussing this with a Rabbi who you feel comfortable with. (Because, of course, there are different opinions about what is and isn't acceptable...)

[for my big pumpkin-headed cat] 3/7/2003 11:35:00 AM

purple_stardust



Happy 8th Birthday, Maxie!!!
   

Comments:
From: [info]artmomz
Date: 3/7/2003 4:18:39 PM

Happy Birthday Maxie! You can tell from his photo that he has an interesting personality...
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/7/2003 4:53:11 PM

That's ONE way of putting it, lol! I'm not so polite, and usually call him a cantankerous old fart.
Thanks for the birthday wishes; I will pass them along with some catnip! :)

[daily calorie intake] 3/7/2003 9:15:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |i honestly have no idea]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - while you were out]

Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Dinner - 1/2 can of tuna w/ mustard. Lettuce, tomato, cucumber w/ lo-cal dressing.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[nowhere else to go] 3/8/2003 1:35:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |it's all laurie's fault]
[Current Music |tv - nick-at-nite]

My ex-husband brought money earlier, and I wanted cacti and needed groceries, so I made a late-night trip to Walmart. I bought a 2-foot wide utility shelf and grow light for the cacti and succulents, as well as two new cacti: "Mexican Pincushion" and "Pincushion Mammillaria" and also a tiny succulent that wasn't labeled. I also bought new clay pots for them, as they were already root-bound. I'll re-pot them tomorrow, I guess.

I also bought a new phone - I smashed the old one a few months ago and it's been held together with duct tape since - I never think to replace it because I am so adverse to using the damned thing, but I finally remembered to do it. It's cordless too, so if I ever did want to talk on the phone, I could go to the bathroom at the same time. Yup, we're hi-tech, here.

And I bought other not-so-fun stuff: a purple night light with cut-out moons and stars, clean socks for Rusty, ping pong balls for the rats, and groceries, of course.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/8/2003 10:29:52 AM

I'll get an id on that succulent for you later on, if you want it. I think it's definitely some sort of crassula, but there are like 600 of them, so... it might take a few minutes.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/8/2003 10:37:53 AM

That would be great, thanks! Is that a good enough picture?

I really like that "Mexican Pincushion", and Rusty wants to get a snowboll cactus. Other than that, I still want an aloe and that cactus from Irsael, and lots o' lithops, and that should make a fine cactus garden for my little shelf. Coolness!

Now, finding someplace to mount the shelf... I hate this apartment. Hey! Since I have the grow light, do they still need to be near a window, or will the artificial light be sufficient?
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/8/2003 10:50:15 AM

I think that the artificial light should suffice, but I'm not really sure about that. I've got some plants that get very indirect sunlight but they're doing great underneath the lights. I think that grow lights need to be replaced every so often, though. Not really sure.

I think that picture will be fine. I know I've seen that plant before, so it shouldn't be too hard to pick up a book and ID it.

Isn't having a little indoor cactus garden great?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/8/2003 10:58:40 AM

It IS! You know how the wire shelves have holes in them where the wires aren't? Well, I want to go to Lowe's and buy two squares of linoleum tile in sand colour and put them on the "floor" of the shelf... that way, tiny pots won't fall through the cracks AND I thought it would be cool to put some rocks amongst the cacti, like a little desert. Tres cool, no?

Our biggest problem right now is WHERE to mount it. We have two kinds of walls here - flimsey panelling and solid concrete. I may have to move those betta fishes and set it up on the kitchen counter for the time being...

[i suck] 3/8/2003 12:10:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |fat and disgusting]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - some movie]

So, I screwed up. I was up late last night and got the urge to munch, and ate almost a whole bag of microwave popcorn. Dammit. I must be punished for this...

   

Comments:
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/8/2003 1:07:23 PM

Bad Rene! No cookie! Really. No more cookies. Although, popcorn isn't so bad in the grand scheme of things.
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/8/2003 1:13:06 PM

they say it's good to go off diets now and then and satisfy munchie attacks. In the long run, it helps a person stick to the diet better. So I think it was good you took a break. I take a break from the weight watchers diet once or twice a week. It just seems more realistic that way. I still lost 15 lbs.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/8/2003 5:50:51 PM

Really? Wow. Not to be completely nosey (but I am), but how long did it take to lose 15 pounds with WW?
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/9/2003 9:13:28 AM

It was the very beginning of February I started it and, as of last Wednesday, I have lost 15 lbs..
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 11:10:23 AM

Wow, that's great! Congratulations!!!
From: [info]artmomz
Date: 3/8/2003 3:45:38 PM

Popcorn can't be that bad, can it? Of course, I had a bag yesterday, and I poured like a cup of sugar all over it.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/8/2003 5:44:09 PM

You put sugar on popcorn, really? I've never known anyone to do that!
From: [info]artmomz
Date: 3/8/2003 9:49:18 PM

Yes, and made sure I was alone so I wouldn't get scolded. (Not that I have, but I wasn't taking any chances.)

[more plants] 3/8/2003 3:15:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |productive]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - girl interrupted]

I went out to Lowe's to look for more plants. They had no cacti or even aloe, just one small jade plant like the one that I already have. I did buy three new foliage plants: a purple passion plant, a varigated philodendron, and a lovely little varigated ivy plant.

And I got the cactus soil, as well as another clay pot and a bunch of drainage saucers and plant food and "cobblestone" linoleum to put on the floor of the plant shelf.

I put the betta fishes back into individual containers and moved them into the bedroom this morning, and now I need to drain the 10-gallon aquarium and move it out to the shed so that I can set up the shelf and grow light on the kitchen counter.

   

Comments:
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/8/2003 4:34:43 PM

I kill plants by glancing at them. I have the brownest thumb ever.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/8/2003 5:38:31 PM

I often kill them too; of course, I have A LOT of help from these crazed felines! That's the theory behind the plant shelf - I want to get them out of the window sills so the cats (who MUST be in the window sills!) will stop knocking them down behind the radiator.

And also... I got the card; thanks so much! I do love Gorey! =-D

I would love to see the baby moors; you should take pictures of them! How big are they now?
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/9/2003 9:00:13 PM

Re:

ah, the babies are huge, almost as big as their parents were when I bought them almost a year and a half ago. I think I took some decent pictures earlier, I need to charge my camera battery and I'll see how they turned out. My guppies had ANOTHER batch of babies, this one being #4. Those things are probably getting so inbred by now.. guppies have so much shorter lifespans than goldfish, the oldest ones are slowly dying off and the first round of babies are breeding. The kuhli loaches just lump together and look adorable but don't have babies. I'm getting hooked on loaches, I just got two more.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 9:07:43 PM

OMG I didn't know they grew that fast! My mom had kulis when I was a kid; those things were so funny! I think if I ever went to a tropical tank (and with the luck I've been having with goldfish, I probably should), I would definately get a couple o' kulis. I liked guppies too; the males are so pretty and colourful!

[diet stuff] 3/8/2003 8:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sad]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - trading spaces]

I don't know if it's the lack of food, the diet aids, or just random hormones, but I have been fluctuating between cranky and crying all day. Rusty is being less than supportive of the diet/exercise effort, and that isn't helping. I don't even feel like summarising the conversation, but it ended with me telling him that I would do this like I do everything else: by myself.

Tonight is our "splurge" night - scheduled to coincide with Trading Spaces, of course.

Whatever.

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/8/2003 9:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |disgusted]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - trading spaces]

Microwave popcorn (last night).
Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice (lots of water today!).
A few baby dill pickles.
Dinner - Papa John's cheesesticks w/ pizza sauce (about 600 calories). Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - 100 reps.

   

[more green] 3/9/2003 10:45:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |getting a headache]
[Current Music |tv - nbc - meet the press]

I went to Kmart this morning to buy Dexatrim, and ended up with more succulents: a nice aloe plant and some odd thing that looks like a Martian pod creature. I keep waiting for it to open its mouth and demand to be fed, but so far it's kept quiet.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/9/2003 11:01:32 AM

Eeee hee heee heee heeee!

You got the plant bug too!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 11:09:32 AM

I was thinking on the way home, I should start a separate journal just for my obsessions.
I think the new username will be all_lauries_fault.

:)
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/9/2003 11:10:52 AM

:D

<3
From: [info]instantclarity
Date: 3/9/2003 8:08:45 PM

Dexatrim? =\ Are you sure that's a good idea? I tried that in high school and it made my heart beat really weird.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 8:25:45 PM

Ahh, good old-fashioned chemical Dexatrim. This is the "natural" version, so it doesn't do the funky side effects so much. :)

[who did i piss off?] 3/9/2003 4:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |miserable]
[Current Music |tv - amc - moonstruck]

I swear I'm cursed. As I wrote yesterday, I bought a utility shelf and a grow light, with the original intention of hanging it on the kitchen wall, and making a little cactus/succulent garden that would be out of the way of the heathen cats. Unfortunately, that wall turned out to be flimsey paneling, and not nearly strong enough to support the weight of the shelf plus multiple clay pots and dirt and pebbles. All of the other walls in my kitchen are solid concrete, naturally.

I have a counter in the kitchen with an electrical outlet, so I thought, I could just set the shelf on that counter and mount the light underneath the cabinet above it for the time being. Problem is, there was a divided 10-gallon aquarium and a 2-gallon aquarium with betta fishes already there. So I put the bettas into individual tanks and moved all of them back into the bedroom. I emptied the aquariums and carried them outside. I threw out all the old fish stuff (old pumps, pieces of airline tubing, etcetera) and scrubbed down the counter. Because the counter was a hideous yellow colour, I covered it with wood grain contact paper. We plugged in the grow light, and nothing happened. That outlet no longer works. No idea why, but it doesn't.

I ended up attaching the grow light directly to the shelf with wire, and it's now sitting on the kitchen table, where it looks fairly stupid, and I'm sure the cats will jump up there and lay in the plants and knock them off onto the floor and render the whole idea of having a nice plant shelf, pointless. Like everything else, this was all just pointless.

   

Comments:
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/9/2003 9:02:29 PM

How about turning the 10 gallon into a terrarium? I've got an old leaky 10 gallon I'm considering trying that with. Either that or I might just have to buy the black bear hamster that's been taunting me at the pet store lately.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 9:13:14 PM

Oooh, it *would* make an awesome terrarium... or a nice warm place to start seedlings! Come to think of it, that little 2-gallon tank would be PERFECT for my lithops seedlings! =)

I think you should get the black bear hamster. They are the cutest things EVER, and since I already have maximum capacity of rodents, YOU should get one. And take cute pictures of it for me. ;)
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/9/2003 9:30:48 PM

Re:

They're supposedly the nicest hamsters, too. Actually, I really would like a rat, but seeing though guinea pigs are my only rodent experience, I think I need to work my way up. I was a great guinea pig keeper, though. Bear, my gorgeous Peruvian boy lived to be over 6!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 9:52:12 PM

Oh, if you kept guinea pigs, there's no reason that you couldn't keep rats! They're really pretty simple; I've had hamsters, mice, guinea pigs, and gerbils over the years, and rats are no more trouble than any of them. Also, rats have a lot more personality than other rodents. Of course, I may be a bit biased. ;)

[furthermore] 3/9/2003 5:05:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |still miserable]
[Current Music |tv - amc - moonstruck]

I guess to make me feel better, Rusty fixed me a grilled cheese sandwich. He cut it into four triangles the way I like, and served it with pickles. I didn't want to eat the fatty calorie sandwich, but it was a sweet gesture, and he was watching me, and so I took a few bites. Fortunately, Sarah is up and about, and so I fed the bulk of it to her.

   

Comments:
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/9/2003 8:56:16 PM

yeah, but pickles have 0 calories. Pickles are the perfect food, I swear. Especially Claussen Kosher dills.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 9:15:17 PM

They ARE!!! They're definately the perfect diet food - you can eat a whole jar of them for like, 50 calories! I like 'em too because they have some taste to them...
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/9/2003 9:31:29 PM

Re:

Man.. I'm out of pickles. damnit.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/9/2003 9:39:44 PM

LOL! =D

[daily calorie intake] 3/9/2003 8:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |stuffed up and sick]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - screen actors guild awards]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice (lots of water!).
A few baby dill pickles.
Three bites of a grilled cheese sandwich.
Dinner - Garlic butter fish (200 calories). Green beans. Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - 100 reps.

   

[whine] 3/10/2003 11:45:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sick, dammit]
[Current Music |tv - nickelodeon]

Rusty dragged wretched cold germs home from work, and now I'm sick. I usually don't complain when I have a simple cold, but this bug is nasty. I went through about half a box of Kleenex last night alone, and worse than that, I feel like shit. I'm coughing like I've got TB and that's getting on my nerves too. I swear I hate to complain about a damn cold, but I almost never get sick, so when I do, it probably seems more awful than it would if I were used to such things.

To make matters worse, I also have a headache and I'm freezing cold, so all I really want to do is curl up on the sofa with a warm blanket and sleep, but I have things that I need to do today. I need to exercise, and repot cacti, and clean house. Ugh.

   

Comments:
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/10/2003 12:26:32 PM

sounds like you need to put off the to-do list and get some rest.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/10/2003 12:57:02 PM

You may be onto something there. I really wanted to exercise *every* day, but considering that I can't change the baby's diaper without stopping to blow my nose, it might be too much trouble.

I can see it now... slide, slide, HONK! slide, slide, HONK! :)

[smells like norm] 3/10/2003 5:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |snuffley]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - while you were out]

Someone in the community said that you could "age" clay pots by painting them with beer and setting them outside. So I dragged the beer out of the shed (yes, we keep our beer in the shed - that's because the stuff is only fit to kill bugs, as far as I'm concerned) and have spent the afternoon soaking clay pots in a bowl of beer and then microwaving them. I don't know if it's accomplishing anything other than making my home reek like a brewery, but that's what I've been doing, anyway. Yeah, I really need to get a life.

   

Comments:
From: [info]paraxeni
Date: 3/10/2003 7:14:19 PM

You can also use a mixture of yoghurt and water, and paint that on the pots. Bah, I'm almost ashamed that I know that!

[daily calorie intake] 3/10/2003 8:57:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |stuffy and spacey]
[Current Music |tv - fox news channel - the o'reilley factor]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
A few baby dill pickles.
Dinner - Matzoh ball soup (330 calories). One challah roll. Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[Retarded Rat Request of the Day] 3/11/2003 11:05:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |pissy]
[Current Music |tv - pbs - teletubbies]

I got this email this morning...

I am searching for a science project for my 4th grade daughter. She would like to do something with her rat. Her rat is kind of jumpy, so we might consider buying one that has been handled more... I tried to go to your pricing page, it says this page will be here soon... can you send me a price list and any science project ideas?

So since they haven't handled their current pet rat enough, they want to buy one of my sweet handled-from-birth babies so that they can use it for a science fair project and then probably never handle it either?!? And on top of that, *I* am supposed to come up with the idea for the science project? Here's a project for you, lady: try socializing the rat you already have!

Grrr.

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/11/2003 9:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |annoyed with my orcas]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - msnbc - hardball with chris matthews]

Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Dinner - 1 can of tuna w/ mustard. Lettuce and tomato w/ lo-cal dressing. 12 croutons.
Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[diet progress] 3/12/2003 10:35:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |disgusted]
[Current Music |tv - pbs - seseme street]

It's been a week. I've lost about three pounds.
This isn't happening fast enough for me.
I wish I could afford surgery.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/12/2003 10:44:25 AM

That's GREAT! That's a healthy rate of weight loss. If you keep it up at this rate, you'll be your ideal weight in a month or two.

Seriously, that's a really good rate of loss.

And okay, when it starts to seem like it isn't happening fast enough, think about three pounds of butter. That's what you've lost already. Whoaaaaa... three pounds of butter!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/12/2003 10:53:41 AM

I know you're right, and I know it's healthy... I just wanted it to be faster. I have 30 pounds to lose, it will take forever at this rate. And I'm eating vegetables, for crissake. Shouldn't I be entitled to more weight loss, for enduring the vegetables? :{
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/12/2003 10:57:14 AM

No it won't! At this rate it'll take ten weeks, which is NOT forever. It's 2.5 months. The time for one rat litter to be conceived, born, and raised up to adopting age, more or less. Not that long at all.

=)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/12/2003 11:04:17 AM

Are you sure? I mean, I guess I'll trust you because I don't want to do the math myself, but it SEEMS like an impossibly slow rate. That's what, late May? Not SO bad, I guess. Still, the surgery would be quicker. :-P
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/12/2003 11:06:11 AM

And then you'd spend ten weeks recovering from surgery!

30 lbs / 3 lbs a week = 10 weeks

It only seems slow because you probably can't see the loss yet. Next week or the week after I bet you'll start to be able to see the results.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/12/2003 11:17:29 AM

That's true, I suppose. I found a pair of jeans from The Gap that were snug right before I started this; I thought I would try them on occasionally to see if there was any progress. Of course, I won't be TRULY happy until I can wear my favourite jeans (http://www.madnessie.ziggabella.com/mypants.jpg). I loved those pants. *sigh*

One rat litter, huh? /eyeballs Wysiwyg...
From: [info]jupiterjuniper
Date: 3/12/2003 11:11:36 AM

ditto that: 3 is fabulous.

did you ever get that email i sent with the point values?

From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/12/2003 11:19:40 AM

Yeah, I did, thanks. I take it you didn't get my reply? My SMTP server has issues sometimes... lemme find it and resend it from another addie. Grrr...
From: [info]jupiterjuniper
Date: 3/14/2003 10:01:00 AM

Re:

no, i never got it...
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/12/2003 12:29:43 PM

3 lbs.! That's great! You don't want to lose it too fast. They say that people who lose more than a couple pounds a week have more trouble keeping it off after.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/12/2003 3:35:22 PM

Really? Well, that's good to know then. Thanks! :)
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/12/2003 3:36:12 PM

3 pounds in a week is GREAT!!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/12/2003 3:39:42 PM

Thanks. I guess I'm just impatient. :)
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 3/12/2003 4:15:49 PM

Don't gauge your progress by poundage, m'dear. You're excersizing, which means you're building muscle. Muscle is MUCH denser than fat, and, as such, weighs more. Which means that you may well be losing inches, but the scale won't reflect this.

Instead, mark progress by how you feel, and how much less tired you are. (And how great those jeans from the Gap look on you now, as opposed to before.)

Trust me on this one. (Says the girl who shocks people when she tells them she weighs 165, since she looks more like she weighs 135.)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/12/2003 5:03:16 PM

That's a good point, thanks. I guess my biggest [mental] problem is now, I'm *only* doing the AbSlide, and I'm not sure I'm doing it right. I have this overwhelming fear that a few months will pass and I will realise that it was all for nothing. I guess I need to find something else to do, as a backup plan...

[questions] 3/12/2003 6:50:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |panicking]
[Current Music |tv - abc news]

We're out of food, and I need to order dinner. So the question is, which is worse, a cheese sub and mozzerella sticks from Anthony's, or thin crust cheese pizza from Domino's?

Also, Laurie, what was that website again? Gardenweb.com?

   

Comments:
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/12/2003 8:44:22 PM

Get some sort of grilled chicken and throw away the bun/roll.
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/12/2003 8:53:00 PM

the cheese sub and mozzerella sticks sound worse :0|

DAMMIT EVERY TIME I READ YOUR JOURNAL I CRAVE BREADSTICKS!!! oh hot steaming breadsticks from pizza hut... my new achilles heel.
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/16/2003 9:19:43 AM

It is http://www.gardenweb.com and it's great!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/16/2003 3:04:25 PM

Yay, thank you! I won the Israel cacti auctions, btw...

[daily calorie intake] 3/12/2003 9:05:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |eh, it's a mood alright]
[Current Music |tv - fox news channel - hannity & colmes]

Five cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - about 1/3 cheese sub w/mustard and tomato. 3 mozzerella sticks.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[like a rat in a cage] 3/12/2003 9:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sick]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - hardball with chris matthews]

My landlord stopped by; they're doing code inspections for all the rental housing in this town. Ours is next week, so I need to get the apartment cleaned up this weekend. Fucking peachy. I should be on exhibit more often; I've certainly lost my appetite. I want to move, I really do. I want to pack up my stuff, or even just leave it, and run away.

In other diet news, I see that I'm starting my period, so maybe I would have lost more than just three pounds, if not for PMS...

   

[this morning] 3/13/2003 11:15:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |tv - nickelodeon]

I went to the bank and the post office, picked up some books that I'd ordered:

101 Crafts Under $10, and
Simply Handmade Gifts to Make, and
Mary Engelbreit's Crafts to Decorate Your Home, and
The Can Opener Gourmet and Slow Cooker Recipes, and a few others.

And then I stopped at CVS, where I bought another bottle of blonde hair colour and various chemical diet aids, including a bottle of Metabolite (the old kind with ephedra, hooray), which was really freaking expensive, so I really hope it helps.

   

Comments:
From: [info]wampithesilver
Date: 3/13/2003 12:12:36 PM

i have the 1st three... never used 'em... :/
From: [info]paraxeni
Date: 3/13/2003 12:48:57 PM

Erm.. isn't ephedra/ma-huang that really freaky stuff that can kill you?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/13/2003 5:40:24 PM

That's the one! But - I have a freakishly high drug tolerance. Seriously, I would be embarrassed to admit how much of this stuff I've ingested, and without any adverse effects. :\
From: [info]paraxeni
Date: 3/13/2003 6:19:45 PM

I'm a total hypocrite because I'm like that with paracetamol (tylenol?) and ibuprofen, "6 a day? Pah! I'll see your six and raise it!". It's why I don't do recreational drugs, they just don't work, I'd rather spend my money on Lipton Ice Tea instead!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/13/2003 6:28:56 PM

Yah, same here. I'll take three aspirin at a time, and then an hour later I'll take three more. It seems to only work on pill-type drugs, though I used to be able to drink any full-grown man under the table... =D

[daily calorie intake] 3/13/2003 9:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |itchy]
[Current Music |tv - will & grace]

Five cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Papa John's cheesesticks w/ pizza sauce (about 600 calories). Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[friday five - the phone] 3/14/2003 1:35:00 PM

purple_stardust

1. Do you like talking on the phone? Why or why not?

As a general rule, I hate it. I hate calling to make appointments, I hate calling people for information, I even hate calling for pizza. I like talking to my mother and Laurie.

2. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?

The pizza wench, last night. Before that it was my mom, and before that, Laurie.

3. About how many telephones do you have at home?

One land phone that I never answer, and one cell phone that only five people know the number.

4. Have you encountered anyone who has really bad phone manners? What happened?

If you call me, and I don't know you, I think you have bad manners. If you are a telemarketer, I will treat you with the contempt that you deserve. And before anyone says to me "telemarketers are just doing their job!", so are hitmen - it doesn't make them deserving of my respect.

5. Would you rather pick up the phone and call someone or write them e-mail or a letter?

None of the above, for the most part, but email is the least annoying of the three.

[fridayfive.org]

   

Comments:
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 3/14/2003 2:15:40 PM

You actually call to order pizza? I thought Papa John's had nationwide online ordering?
From: [info]the_never
Date: 3/14/2003 5:36:40 PM

Geez, I'm the same way, and they told me I had hardcore social anxiety. I just came off of paxil after about a year on

But yeah- papajohns.com has 'order pizza by website'. It rules. You just click click and click and wait 45 minutes to answer the door.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/14/2003 7:50:24 PM

Yeah, I'm sure I would get the same diagnosis - but then I would have to talk on the phone, leave the house, AND see people - eek! Kind of a viscious circle, huh? I keep thinking that I should see someone about the ADD, but people with ADD tend to be bad about making/keeping appointments...

I took Paxil in the early 90's (for depression). It made me nuts(er).

[news from the couch] 3/14/2003 8:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - the o'reilly factor]

My mom told me today that I had issues, that I still wanted to look like a 12-year-old boy. I'm pretty sure that she was kidding, but she has a point. I hate having breasts. I hate having an ass. I hate having curves. I don't want to be a woman. And before someone says it, no, I don't want to be a man, either. I don't want to be a grown-up...

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/14/2003 9:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sick and tired]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - while you were out]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Three baby dill pickles.
Dinner - chicken soup with matzoh balls and kreplach (365 calories).

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[today] 3/15/2003 8:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |disgusted]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - tlc - trading spaces]

We were unproductive as ever. Dammit. We REALLY need to get this place cleaned up.

In plant news, I bought some lithops on Ebay last week, to be shared with Laurie and my mom. Today, I bid on three cacti - gymnocactus knuthianus, thelocactus bicolor, and thelocactus schwarzii - from Israel, no less. Because Jewish cacti are far superior to the gentile varieties sold here in the states, ya know... they're the chosen cacti. ;)

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/15/2003 9:15:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - tlc - trading spaces]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - about 1/2 cheese sub w/mustard and tomato. 5 mozzerella sticks.

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[birthday wishes] 3/16/2003 8:10:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |i want to watch the talking heads]
[Current Music |tv - amc - some stupid movie]




Hope you have a great day!!! :)

   

Comments:
From: [info]wampithesilver
Date: 3/16/2003 4:55:09 PM

OH MY FUCKING G-D! YESSSS! WOOOOOOOT
does he come gift wrapped?!
*happy joy joy!*

[daily calorie intake] 3/16/2003 9:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |grrr - orca show scenario]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - tnt - stir of echoes]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
One small dill pickle.
Dinner - chicken soup with matzoh balls and kreplach (365 calories).

AbSlide - 50 reps.

   

[random babbling] 3/17/2003 3:30:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |disjointed]
[Current Music |tv - abc soaps]

I need to get off my ass. I need to clean the apartment. I need a fucking maid. In fact, I think I'm going to get one. As soon as I get some of my junk out of the way, I think I'm going to start hiring someone to come in occasionally and tackle the actual dirt.

My mom sent me an email to tell me that Queen Latifah was born in 1970, making her a full year younger than I am. I would have guessed that she was at least 40. I want to know what she's doing, so I can be sure not to do that. On the other hand, maybe it's that her gigantic breasts make her look more matronly, or something. We saw her at the SAG Awards, and she could hurt someone with those things. I don't want any parts of those, either.

Are we officially at war yet? We watched the summit yesterday; dear G-d, I do love Tony Blair. Can we elect HIM president? I swear, I'd be all for attacking Florida, if he said it was a good idea. I used to have political opinions. Now I just wish they'd shit or get off the pot. I know I wouldn't be so cavalier if my sons were older, or Rusty were younger, but as it is, I'm just sick of the whole concept. I'm sick of the debate and the speculation and the protests and the propaganda. And the truly sad thing is, sick of it as I am, I'll be watching Fox News all evening, waiting to see if anyone has speculated anything new.

   

Comments:
From: [info]instantclarity
Date: 3/17/2003 10:44:26 PM

I like Queen Latifah's boobies.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/17/2003 10:50:49 PM

Oh, they're quite impressive, for sure! I guess I just tend to think of giant boobs as a more mature thing (probably because I don't usually have them, and I'm not mature, lol).
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/17/2003 11:52:13 PM

Queen Latifah rocks my socks. I've been a fan ever since she first came out on MTV in the early '90s. Of course, being the big gal that I am, I think she is gorgeous in all her non-waifyness but DAMN GINA, I'd get those babies scaled down a few sizes. I mean, what does she wear a triple F?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/18/2003 1:08:32 AM

I KNOW!!! I have only had truly big boobs once (when I was attempting to breastfeed my daughter), and those suckers were a PAIN! I don't know how she stands it; aren't they uncomfortable? Where does she put them when she sleeps? Eesh.
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 3/18/2003 1:55:25 AM

Yes, they're uncomfortable, and one tends to sleep on one's side a lot.
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 3/18/2003 1:59:26 AM

Worth noting: Tony Blair ran on a liberal platform in order to get elected, then completely changed to a more conservative viewpoint. The majority of his citizens see him as more of a follower than a leader, and many refer to him as "President Bush's poodle".

[daily calorie intake] 3/17/2003 10:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - fnc - hannity & colmes]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - nothing - I had company and didn't eat by 10pm.

AbSlide - none. I've pulled a muscle, or something. I suck.

   

Comments:
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/17/2003 11:44:39 PM

I didn't excersise today either. I'm still sore from dancing my ass of this weekend. I've felt like poo all day.

[more random stuff] 3/17/2003 11:30:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |getting a headache]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - fnc - on the record]

I told Rusty that I wanted a maid. He said okay, not that I was exactly "asking" him. It was more like, I recognise that the place needs to be cleaned, and I also recognise that I'm not really interested in doing it. And no, I don't have anything better to do, but not having a job doesn't neccessarily mean that I want to spend the day vacuuming. And yes, I am spoiled.

I didn't use the AbSlide today. The last couple of days, I've had a sharp pain in my abdomen when I've used it, but not the good "feel the burn" type. Because of that, I've not been doing it well anyway, so I'm going to give it a rest for a day or so, so that I can go back doing it the right way, which would obviously be more effective in the long run. And I didn't make my "no eating after 10 pm" rule because of company, so I got no food today, dammit...

Ron (a friend of my mom's) stopped by. He gave me a wad of money, as he wants me to do the website for a book that he's written. I am going to have to type the word "clitoris", so I better start getting used to it now. Clitoris. Ewww. I also need to find out how to make a shopping cart system, so that people can pay for this book using Paypal, and then a PDF file would be automatically emailed to the person. Can anyone point me in the right direction?

   

Comments:
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/18/2003 12:44:35 AM

i looked into maid service, for a co-worker who had a family tragedy. that shit was expensive :0| then again, if you get someone who maybe isn't bonded and all that, because you'll be there, it might be cheaper. i've considered going that route as well, but i have no where to put everything :0|

are you stretching? i sneeze and i get a side cramp.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/18/2003 1:14:47 AM

I will definately look into someone cheaper/non-bonded... so far I've only looked at places like Maid Brigade (chains that have websites). It IS expensive, but worth it, at least to have it done really well at least once.

What do you mean, stretching? Is this normal? I had the discomfort at 2-3 days (you know, the part where every muscle I own went "WHOA! What the fuck do you think you're doing???") but this is different, like I actually injured myself. I am SO out of shape...
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/18/2003 10:44:32 AM

Re:

yeah, those chain maid services are killer. i know a lot of guys who employ people from smaller companies around norther va., and it's a lot more affordable.

well, you know, just do some toe-touches or try to stretch your legs and stomach out, so you don't overwork muscles that aren't used much. if you don't stretch, you'll definitely have more pain. it'll take a while to get into the groove of things. i used to be active, i know!

[daily calorie intake] 3/18/2003 9:50:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |i hate dinosaurs]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - abc - less than perfect]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
One small dill pickle.
Dinner - Garlic butter fish (200 calories). Green beans. Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - none.

   

[zoo tycoon] 3/19/2003 12:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |non-productive]
[Current Music |tv - abc soaps]

I found a really cool Zoo Tycoon forum... I'm a Snow Tiger! Also, I did my first intermediate Dino Digs scenario last night - DD is hard, because in Zoo Tycoon and Marine Mania, I have a general idea what "real" animals are like - I know not to put penguins in a field of savannah grass, for example. With dinosaurs, I have no clue. Some of the prehistoric animals are pretty cool, though. My wooley mammoths had babies; tres cute. :}

   

[if all else fails...] 3/19/2003 4:05:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |unmotivated]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - trading spaces]

Lower your standards. I still haven't gotten the apartment cleaned up. At this point, I've given up on "not embarrassing" and am now striving for "not a fire hazard". Bah.

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/19/2003 9:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |really sick]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - hardball with chris matthews]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - about 1/2 cheese sub w/mustard and tomato. 5 mozzerella sticks.

AbSlide - none.

   

[war] 3/19/2003 10:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |surreal]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - hardball with chris matthews]

We're officially at war. It doesn't seem real.

   

[blah] 3/20/2003 9:25:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |sick and tired]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - war coverage]

I had a can of Sobe Adrenaline Rush this morning. It isn't working. In fact, I'm thinking that my body is actually allergic to adrenaline. I want to go back to bed.

For a while, I had the television on ABC, as I usually do during the day. It was too weird watching Regis Philbin and that obnoxious Lisa Rinna chitchat about the Oscars and yoga, like nothing else was going on in the world, so now I'm flipping back and forth between Fox News Channel and MSNBC. I'm not sure that's any less weird.

I really just want to go back to bed.

   

Comments:
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/20/2003 10:53:35 AM

That stuff is so ick. Try the Starbucks Espresso in a can thing. Pure caffeine, I tell you! Ah, I finally found Penguin Caffinated Mints! In three flavors, even. Penguins, caffeine, and sugar. All I need in life....
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/20/2003 12:23:37 PM

It WAS ick! You know what it tasted like? When you're pregnant, they give you this orange-flavoured glucose crap to test for gestational diabetes... SoBe Adrenaline Rush tastes just like that! /gag

The Starbucks, I could definately do. Caffeine and sugar are a nutritious part of my daily breakfast! Actually, caffeine and sugar ARE my daily breakfast...
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/20/2003 3:22:37 PM

mmmm I love that sobe stuff.

[panic attack] 3/20/2003 1:00:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |stressed out]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - war coverage]

In three hours, it will all be over. In three hours, it will all be over. In three hours, it will all be over. In three hours, it will all be over. In three hours, it will all be over. In three hours, it will all be over. In three hours, it will all be over. In three hours, it will all be over...

I wish for Valium.

   

[inspection] 3/20/2003 4:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |i have a headache]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - war coverage]

It went badly. The guy seemed nice enough, but told John (the landlord) that a lot of things needed to be painted or fixed. The only thing he really said to me was that the place smelled like cat pee, which thanks to Max, I'm sure it does. I was worried that he might have a problem with the rats, but he said that he did not, and specifically said that he couldn't smell them.

After he left, however, John came back and told me that I needed to either get rid of the pets (all of them) or find a new place to live. He says that after they went outside, that the inspector told him that the rat cages DID smell, but that the guy was just being polite with me. Now, I could understand the guy being polite and not saying anything, but not outright lying. John also said that the crappy torn-up linoleum is from the pets, which is complete bullshit. You can see by the colour (harvest gold) that the linoleum hasn't been replaced since the 70's, and the most of the holes fall within the normal traffic pattern for the room.

So anyway, I need to find a new place to live.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/20/2003 6:43:51 PM

I'm pretty sure that smelling like cat pee is not a violation of... health... codey... thingies...

You hate your crappy apartment and you hate your landlord. See? Your landlord is being a jerk because he doesn't want to repair anything! You're better off without that pathetic loser. It's a good thing! =P

Move to NJ or Lancaster county!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/20/2003 6:59:23 PM

Well, get this... I wanted to see how bad it really was (since I can't smell), so I asked my mother to stop by. She went through every room in the house and said she could smell it *a little bit* in the bathroom, and that was it. I asked Rusty to do the same (without telling him what my mom had said, even) and he said the same thing: a little bit in the bathroom, but not at all in the bedrooms. And my mother also said that she couldn't smell the rats at all.

I think it's a combination of John getting written up for code violations and wanting to pass on the grief, plus maybe he wants/needs to raise the rent and it would be easier to start over with new tenants. I am going to call the inspector tomorrow and see if he said *any* of the things that John says he did.

I *do* want to move - I may have to give up my pets to do it, but I WON'T give them up for that ass.

[compliments of samuraikitty] 3/20/2003 7:30:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |amused]
[Current Music |dvd - wallace & gromit]



Axis of Evil Wannabees? by John Cleese

Bitter after being snubbed for membership in the "Axis of Evil," Libya, China and Syria today announced that they had formed the "Axis of Just as Evil," which they said would be more evil than that stupid Iran-Iraq-North Korea axis President Bush warned of in his State of the Union address.

Axis of Evil members, however, immediately dismissed the new Axis as having, for starters, a really dumb name. "Right. They are just as evil... in their dreams!" declared North Korean leader Kim Jong-il. "Everybody knows we're the best evils... best at being evil... we're the best."

Diplomats from Syria denied they were jealous over being excluded, although they conceded they did ask if they could join the Axis of Evil. "They told us it was full," said Syrian President Bashar al-Assad.

"An axis can't have more than three countries,"explained Iraqi President Saddam Hussein. "This is not my rule,it's tradition. In World War II you had Germany, Italy, and Japan in the evil Axis. So, you can only have three, and a secret handshake. Ours is wicked cool."

International reaction to Bush's Axis of Evil declaration was swift, as within minutes, France surrendered. Elsewhere, peer-conscious nations rushed to gain triumvirate status in what has become a game of geopolitical chairs.

Cuba, Sudan and Serbia announced that they had formed the "Axis of Somewhat Evil," forcing Somalia to join with Uganda and Myanmar in the "Axis of Occasionally Evil," while Bulgaria, Indonesia and Russia established the "Axis of Not So Much Evil Really as Just Generally Disagreeable." With the criteria suddenly expanded and all the desirable clubs filling up, Sierra Leone, El Salvador, and Rwanda applied to be called the "Axis of Countries That Aren't the Worst But Certainly Won't Be Asked to Host the Olympics."

Canada, Mexico and Australia formed the "Axis of Nations That Are Actually Quite Nice But Secretly Have Some Nasty Thoughts About America," while Scotland, New Zealand and Spain established the "Axis of Countries That Want Sheep to Wear Lipstick." "That's not a threat, really, just something we like to do", said Scottish Executive First Minister Jack McConnell. While wondering if the other nations of the world weren't perhaps making fun of him, a cautious Bush granted approval for most axis, although he rejected the establishment of the "Axis of Countries Whose Names End in 'Guay," accusing one of its members of filing a false application. Officials from Paraguay, Uruguay, and Chadguay denied the charges.

   

Comments:
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/20/2003 7:37:12 PM

That's great!
From: [info]sf_rose
Date: 3/20/2003 7:43:33 PM

Oh oh oh...that made me laugh...Thanks to you and samurai kitty!
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/20/2003 8:02:56 PM

=D

Chadguay!

Okay, well it hurts too much to laugh, but I'm definitely chuckling happily. :)
From: [info]sjcarpediem
Date: 3/20/2003 8:57:49 PM

I remember this... Still just as funny now as it was, then.

[daily calorie intake] 3/20/2003 9:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |blah]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - will & grace]

Sobe Adrenaline Rush (140 calories).
Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Papa John's cheesesticks w/ pizza sauce (about 600 calories). Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - none.

   

Comments:
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 3/21/2003 12:24:26 AM

Can't help but notice that you're only eating once per day. That's a bit unhealthy, not to mention, it's likely to backfire. If your body thinks that you're starving, it starts storing fat. Instead of reducing calorie intake by eating only once per day (and only eating high-fat, high-calorie foods when you do), you should try eating regular meals with a slightly lower fat and calorie content. And you could stand to up that calorie intake a bit. It's terribly unhealthy, and you're setting yourself up for failure with unrealistic expectations and the strain you're putting your body under.
From: [info]samuraikitty
Date: 3/21/2003 12:30:02 AM

Wanted to comment on that too.. it's prolly why you've been feeling sick n' stuff. :S You know, when I was trying to diet, a thing I did was I had nothing but fruits in the morning, rice and veggies during the day, and then for dinner I'd have a big chicken caesar salad. I diluted the caesar dressing with lemon juice (which tastes amazing) and caesar salad is like my favorite so I didn't feel like like I was dieting, really. I didn't like fruit in the morning much, but I did feel full. *shrug* Just an idea.

[seems fitting] 3/21/2003 8:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |homeless]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - war coverage]

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/21/2003 9:10:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |whatever]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - tlc - while you were out]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Green Giant pasta alfredo and broccoli (600 calories). Diet Pepsi.

AbSlide - none.

   

Comments:
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/22/2003 4:39:54 PM

Get back on that abslide!!!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/22/2003 5:14:44 PM

I can't. I've torn/pulled a muscle, or something. I need a new exercise...
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/22/2003 5:50:58 PM

Re:

Torn where? In your abs? IM me sometime and we'll talk about it. In my recent foray into excercize I have read much about abs.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/22/2003 7:35:09 PM

Yeah, I think so - it's a sharp pain (not the "oh wow, I have muscles there!" good kind of burn). I try it every couple of days, but the thing is, I can't stretch out far enough for it to do any good, and I am thinking that doing it anyway would just aggravate it and prolong the doing-nothingness. :\

I didn't realise that you'd had a foray into exercise...
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/22/2003 8:19:02 PM

Re:

Yes. I've vowed to have six-pack abs by the summer. I don't know if I'll make it, but I've got a noticeable improvements.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/22/2003 8:30:45 PM

Cool! What have you been doing?
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/22/2003 8:50:17 PM

Re:

3 sets of 15 crunches each
3 sets of 15 jackknife situps each
3 sets of 10 side crunches (each side, for a total of 6 sets)
And I'm still testing out other exercises for my obliques. Plus other stuff so I'm not an otherwise un-muscular person with a rippling six pack. So I also do pushups, squats, etc.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/22/2003 10:42:31 PM

Wow! You go. I need to start doing the crunches, too - I'm always paranoid that the AbSlide won't work because it was one of those "as seen on TV" things. I don't remember jackkife sit-ups, but I know I suck at the regular kind...
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/23/2003 12:00:36 AM

Re:

regular sit ups are bad anyway. They work your hip flexors more than your abs.
Eh. Any exercise regimen will work as long as you stick to it. Not eating so much papa johns might help too ;)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 12:07:07 AM

I eat less than 900 calories per day, even on PJ nights. And that includes the three cups of coffee. :-P
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/23/2003 12:41:03 AM

Re:

Yeah, I need to start doing cardio. Thats the real way to lose weight.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 1:47:55 AM

Ugh. I took aerobics once; HATED it. You would not believe how uncoordinated I am.

You don't look like you need to lose any weight...
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/23/2003 2:19:02 AM

Re:

No, I don't. But I want a six pack for the summer. And you can work you abs all day long and you wont have one unless your body fat is below a certain point.
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/23/2003 12:01:33 AM

Re:

And, by the way: Crunches hurt. A lot.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 12:11:08 AM

I have tried them before, and I always wondered if I was doing them right. I have this huge paranoia that I am going to exercise for a few months, it will do no good, and THEN I'll find out that I was doing it wrong all along.

{...}

Holy fuck, they DO hurt!

Well, at least I must be doing them right...
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 12:14:31 AM

Also, I don't seem to be coordinated enough to do the side crunches. But I did 15 of the regular sort!
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/23/2003 12:39:57 AM

Re:

yeah, whenever I do side crunches i feel like I'm flopping around like a fish. thats why I'm looking for other oblique exercises.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 1:51:08 AM

Have you ever tried Pilates? I haven't, but someone I know said they helped a lot for toning.

[a change of scenery] 3/22/2003 1:50:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |weird]
[Current Music |dvd - pearl jam - alive and unplugged]

Having watched solid war coverage for the past two or three days, I thought I take a break and gaze upon the beautiful insanity that is Eddie Vedder.

"Is something wrong?" she said. Of course there is.
"You're still alive," she said. Oh, and do I deserve to be?
Is that the question? And if so, who answers? Who answers?

   

Comments:
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/22/2003 2:59:27 PM

Oh I.....I.....I'm still alive. :)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/22/2003 3:28:09 PM

Such an awesome song. That and Black. I've been listening to those two songs all afternoon. ::: sigh :::

[for the record] 3/22/2003 3:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |black]
[Current Music |dvd - pearl jam - alive and unplugged]

Anything worth doing, is worth doing to excess.

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything...

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/22/2003 8:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |fuzzy]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - trading spaces]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Papa John's cheesesticks w/ pizza sauce (about 600 calories). Diet Pepsi.

AbSlides - 50, Crunches - 15.

   

Comments:
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/22/2003 9:02:46 PM

Okay, thanks. Now I had to order Papa John's! Hurray for online ordering, though. Didn't even pick up the phone.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/22/2003 10:32:43 PM

LOL! Sorry! If it makes you feel any better, [info]closertofine has been giving me wicked turkey bacon cravings...
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/22/2003 9:10:13 PM

Alright! Back on the abslide! woo hoo!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/22/2003 10:39:27 PM

Bah. *grumble*

[woot! - an update] 3/23/2003 4:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |happy happy joy joy]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - war coverage]

I just put on a pair of jeans... size *8* Calvin Klein petite jeans, to be exact. They're tighter than I would normally wear, but they zipped! I know that's not great, but it's better than my land whale sweatpants. Next goal: my size 5 Palmettos...

   

Comments:
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/23/2003 4:52:02 PM

YAY! That's wonderful!! Congrats!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 5:01:37 PM

Thanks! I don't even want to wear the jeans, but it's nice to know that I CAN... :)
From: [info]samuraikitty
Date: 3/23/2003 5:20:55 PM

Waitaminute. You're a size EIGHT and you were saying you were FAT?? Dude. Last time I checked that was quite a nice size. Hell a size 12 is quite a nice size. Gratz though for being happy :)
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 5:50:38 PM

Thanks. :)

Well, keep in mind, I'm only 4'11", so if I weigh 120 pounds, I'm well overweight, where as a taller woman would be thin at 120. I would look better if the weight were more stretched out. Also, I'm going by what I used to weigh. I still weigh about 30 pounds more than I'd like.
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 3/24/2003 1:49:05 AM

Wow. I'm only three inches taller than you, and I weigh 165 pounds and wear a size 16. I must be a fucking whale.
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/23/2003 5:42:26 PM

Abslide! Abslide!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 5:52:28 PM

What are you, my personal trainer? For your information, I already DID the AbSlide for the day, as well as *50* crunches. So there. :-P

(I'm gonna be in hell tomorrow, aren't I?)
From: [info]copperpoint
Date: 3/23/2003 7:59:09 PM

Re:

I dunno. Abs are surprisingly resiliant. They go through so much work every day just keeping us standing.
From: [info]closertofine
Date: 3/24/2003 8:28:58 AM

Good for you!

[lets talk about sex, baybee] 3/23/2003 9:15:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |asexual]
[Current Music |tv - abc - the 75th academy awards]

There's a meme going around in which you list ten things that turn you on. I can't think of ten things that turn me on. I can't even think of ONE thing that turns me on. I just realised: I am not heterosexual. I am not homosexual. I am an amoeba.

   

Comments:
From: [info]the_never
Date: 3/23/2003 9:22:15 PM

You should read Deadeye Dick by Kurt Vonnegut.

From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 9:27:27 PM

Will that fix the problem? Or turn me on?
From: [info]the_never
Date: 3/23/2003 9:31:01 PM

Re:

No, neither. But that main character has the same problem.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/23/2003 9:39:59 PM

Cool! I'll see if we have it; I know there are several Vonnegut books laying around...
From: [info]arkady
Date: 3/24/2003 8:47:55 AM

You're not an amoeba, you're just asexual - I have the same problem. I can enjoy certain parts of physical affection (regardless of gender) if I'm comfortable with that person - but sex and that kind of physical intimacy does nothing for me, and I do not get "turned on". There are certain things I find attractive, that I find visually stimulating and think about - long silky hair on men for example; I like to daydream about playing with it, but there's no sexual undertone to it.

I don't even really think of myself in terms of gender any more. I feel pretty much androgynous. I've even stopped wearing skirts and dresses again now...they don't feel right any more.

[daily calorie intake] 3/23/2003 9:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |carbie]
[Current Music |tv - abc - the 75th academy awards]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Ramen noodles (380 calories). More water.

AbSlides - 50, Crunches - 50.

   

[impeach the shrub] 3/24/2003 8:15:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |amused]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - the o'reilly factor]


Note: I do not neccessarily oppose the war. I think Saddam should be taken out. I support and pray for our military troups. I just don't like this freaky little weasel.
   

[daily calorie intake] 3/24/2003 9:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - the practice]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - about 1/2 cheese sub w/mustard and tomato. 5 mozzerella sticks. Diet Pepsi.

AbSlides - 50, Crunches - 50, Pushups - 10.

   

Comments:
From: [info]s8venus
Date: 3/25/2003 12:36:36 AM

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm mustard!

[whine] 3/24/2003 11:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |whiney]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - war coverage]

My back hurts. I assume that I am exercising wrong. Keeping in mind that I am 33 years old and have never had a backache, I can only deduce that exercise is bad for me.

   

Comments:
From: [info]gypsydance
Date: 3/25/2003 4:08:13 AM

Or that you're slightly out of shape and stretching muscles that were previously used primarily for sitting upright in front of a computer? ;P
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/25/2003 4:31:20 AM

[info]gypsydance may have a point there. :D

[housing woes] 3/25/2003 9:00:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |irate]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - war coverage]

Well, I guess I need to write about this for the general public, otherwise the rest of my journal won't make any sense (yeah, as if it would anyway)...

Last Thursday, we had a routine rental inspection. It went okay, except that the inspector said that he could smell catbox odor. This was not shocking to me, as I have a crabby male cat and no sense of smell. I was concerned that he would say something about the rats, but he specifically said that he had no problem with them, and that the cages did not smell. Cool.

After the inspector left, my landlord came back in and said that the place "reeked", and that I needed to get rid of ALL of my pets, or get out. Naturally, I reminded him of what the inspector had just said, and he told me that after they'd gone outside, the inspector reemed him out and said that the rats DID stink, and that even the bedrooms smelled of cat piss. All the while he was talking about the cat odor, he was looking at the rat cages.

He also said that the pets had damaged the apartment, and specifically mentioned the worn linoleum in the kitchen. You can tell by looking at the colour (harvest gold, for crissake) of this linoleum that it hasn't been replaced since the 70's, and the worn parts are within the normal traffic pattern of the room, but he says the cats did it. Yeah, right.

Speaking of things that reek, after telling me what a dreadful stinky tenant I am, he said that he'd give me a good reference if I wanted to look for another apartment! Hmmm...

So anyway, that evening I asked my mother, who can smell, to come over and walk through all of the rooms. She said that she could detect some odor in the bathroom, but none in the living room or bedrooms. When Rusty came home, I didn't tell him what John or my mother had said, but asked him to go through and sniff the rooms. He said the bathroom was a little funky, but there was no smell in the bedrooms. I should also point out that John knows that I have no sense of smell, so I guess he thinks that he can tell me anything and I'll just take his word for it.

Fast forward to Monday morning. I called the fucking rental inspector, and asked him what he'd said to John after they left my apartment. He said they'd just reviewed what had been said when they were IN the apartment. I asked him if he'd said anything about the rats. He said that John had said something to him about the rats, and that he had said "so what, they're pets."

So John is lying... I don't know if he was freaked out that I have rats (he knew I had cages, but not exactly what was in them), or if he wants us out so that he can start fresh with new tenants and a higher rent (he just raised ours, but he is facing a lot of major repair bills after these inspections). At any rate, I need to find a new place to live... I may ultimately have to give up some of my pets to find a place, but I *won't* give them up for that asshole.

So yeah. I'm a homeless person. It's been a fun week.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/25/2003 10:13:05 AM

Did you tell the inspector that John is trying to evict you? Is that legal? Can the inspector fine John for that? I mean, not that it would make your situation any better, but it would sure be fun.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 12:06:12 PM

Well, theorhetically, I guess it's John's property and he can have or not have who he wants here. The thing is, he says that the lease says "no pets" and it DOES... except, we never signed the fucking lease. A few years ago, he talked me into showing apartments for him, and when he gave me the leases for new tenants, I was shocked, because I didn't know there WAS a lease. And the thing is, he told me I could have cats, and he's seen those cages plenty of times and never said a word about them.

As for fun, that's what I'm going to have when I tell the building inspector what's really wrong with this place, things he missed, like that the ceiling looks like it's about to fall through, and the wiring being screwy. Now THAT will be fun! :}
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/25/2003 11:01:07 AM

I think I would bring it up to the landlord that you know he is lying and that you spoke with the inspector. I really dont think this is legal.

:( I'm sorry. I hope you get things worked out soon.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 12:15:10 PM

Oh, I WILL be bringing it up to the landlord, just to watch him squirm. I assume it's legal, since it IS John's property, and we DO have a lot of pets... it's just pretty damned redneck of him to use that as ammo when they aren't the issue at all. :\

It's all good though - we needed the motivation, otherwise we'd stay here forever, and it IS a dump.

Although, since he obviously doesn't know what urine smells like, I think I will make it a point to piss on the living room carpet *myself* before I leave... >:}
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/25/2003 1:56:34 PM

lol!! You should!
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/25/2003 4:07:35 PM

man that sucks, to put it mildly :0|

but hey, this could be a good time to look into buying something. anything. i'm shocked how easy it is, how little it cost. i'm trying to get everyone i know to buy a house or condo or something. it's so goddamn nice to not have to deal with landlords, raising rents, bullshit inspections, etc. not to mention being able to decorate or fix it up anyway you want. even if you don't have stellar credit, all you need is to get a rate at a few points higher than the average (which is so damn low now anyway) then refinance after you show that you're stable.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 4:35:51 PM

Hahahaha!!! You must be a mind reader! That's what I was thinking, ya know, the economy sucks for people with REAL money - WE should jump in and try to find a place! I called a realtor this morning, and they're going to get back to us toward the end of the week with houses in our price range. I just hope that we can get a loan with Rusty's credit - mine is shot and his is just non-existant. :\
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/25/2003 5:18:23 PM

Re:

i really hope it works out for you. even with bad credit, i'm tellin' ya, it's better than renting. even if you have to pay 8% rates, you'll still make out like bandits. after a year of paying that and the weasely pmi, you'll have great credit, and able to move down to a much better rate.

especially if the housing market where you are is like ours. if i had waited two months, i would have never made it into this neighborhood :0|
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 5:52:45 PM

PMI? ::: blinks :::

I would love to have a house - almost any house. I *hate* renting (and the inspections and rules and most of all not being able to paint or redo the floors or whatever because it would be stupid to improve HIS property).

Thanks for the good wishes! :)
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/25/2003 8:04:28 PM

Re:

hell, i was even going to bid on a garden-style condo, if i couldn't find a townhouse i liked in the area. anything other than renting.

pmi = private mortgage insurance. it's a bullshit excuse to charge people $40-50 a month, to 'ensure' that you won't stiff them. most lenders require it if you don't put 20% down (who the hell can do THAT??), and if you have an fha loan, they'll never remove it (thus my NEED for refinancing).
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 8:44:58 PM

Ohhhh... gotcha. Do you know, is that the one that also covers the mortgage if the person who is the source of income dies? Because I'm thinking that's not such a bad idea, since Rusty is older than (and not so indestructable as) I am...
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/26/2003 4:42:40 PM

Re:

Actually, that's insurance for the mortgage lender, not for you. I'm not sure how it all works out-- i just know it's a total scam :0|

i think you're thinking of something else, because i thought i've heard of policies like that, to protect someone's income.
From: [info]closertofine
Date: 3/26/2003 8:04:06 AM

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I know this will lead to something better, where you will be happier. Maybe you can buy a house (I see you are already looking into that). It is very confusing but whoever you go with as a lender will help you through it.

I will be sending you positive energy!!! *hugs*
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 8:09:28 AM

Thanks! :)

The realtor we would be going through is really nice (my mom went with them when she bought her house, and the guy was great on the phone, very helpful and funny)... I am hoping his opinion would have some weight with the lender.
From: [info]slow_like_honey
Date: 3/26/2003 8:04:42 AM

I wish I could help you but I'm young & naive and know absolutely nothing about how much housing costs or much about mortages or anything :/ But I do hope that all works out well for you in the end & that you and your pets find a nice safe new home soon :D
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 8:07:10 AM

Thanks! :)

[freida's boneless cat] 3/25/2003 4:25:00 PM

purple_stardust






Mazel was VERY tiny at first, and could only eat off of my fingers.


She fattened up quickly though, and became very mellow.


And now she has turned into a very beautiful girl!


But she still likes to flop out on my lap and show her belly. :}
   

Comments:
From: [info]paraxeni
Date: 3/25/2003 4:47:44 PM

Oh she's so big now! I love looking at cat-paws, I was staying with a friend till yesterday, she had a kitty and I used to spend ages just looking at her paws and playing with them!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 4:51:39 PM

Hahaha! You and Max should get together - He has HUGE orange paws, and he will sit with you FOREVER if you'll scratch between his fingers and toes... yes, my cats are spoiled.
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/25/2003 5:12:50 PM

that is the cutest little thing...!!

my first cat was a black cat, but short-hair. awww pepe! i miss you sooooo!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 8:48:03 PM

Black wouldn't be my first choice (I'm partial to orange and calico), but she IS a sweet little thing, and just as soft and silky as can be. And, I swear this cat has NO BONES. I can carry her around upside down like a baby, roll her over and rub her tummy, and she just flops and purrs. :)
From: [info]clarice
Date: 3/25/2003 7:25:51 PM

What a gorgeous kitty!

So much cuter than our obnoxious rescue.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/25/2003 9:34:30 PM

LOL! Thanks, but she's an obnoxious rescue, too! ;)
From: [info]katarina42
Date: 3/25/2003 11:35:07 PM

My, what yellow eyes you have! She's a lovely gal ^_^
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 1:11:08 AM

Thanks! They ARE really yellow, and sometimes her pupils almost disapear, and she looks completely posessed.
Which I'm sure, being a cat, she is. :)
From: [info]closertofine
Date: 3/26/2003 8:02:12 AM

Oh my - I thought Roscoe was the most beautiful kitten ever, but Mazel is! She's so beautiful! I want to hold her!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 8:06:27 AM

You should!!! She's very soft and silky and... well, boneless. :)
From: [info]cellio
Date: 3/26/2003 11:48:23 AM

Ooh, pretty!

Boneless cats are so much fun!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 11:58:18 AM

Thanks! She IS fun... I can wear her as a scarf! :)
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/26/2003 12:48:45 PM

Oh... she's such a sweetie. She's beautiful.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 1:04:17 PM

Thanks. :)

[daily calorie intake] 3/25/2003 9:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |my back hurts, dammit]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - war coverage]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Fish, mac and cheese, broccoli (400 calories). Rye bread w/spray butter. Diet Pepsi.

AbSlides - 50, Crunches - 50, Pushups - 10.

   

[fuck fuck fuck] 3/26/2003 12:35:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |stressed out]
[Current Music |pc - realtor.com / tv - fnc - war coverage]

I think I'm going to cry. Or kill someone. Or both.

   

[i don't want to grow up] 3/26/2003 12:55:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |anxious, stressed out, and really not well]
[Current Music |pc - realtor.com / tv - fnc - war coverage]

I am playing with mortgage calculators. I can barely balance my own checkbook, and my cable was turned off multiple times in the last year, not because I didn't have the money to pay the bills, but because I was too flakey to remember that I was supposed to. I don't know what the hell escrow is. I don't know anything about interest rates. I don't think I should be allowed to operate appliances, much less mess with such scary things as mortgages.

And worse than that, I'm sure that it doesn't even matter, because if we even get up the nerve to apply, they'll probably just say "you suck!" and kick us out. I hate my life. I'll hate it even more if we have to pack up all this junk and move into another shithole apartment.

I just want to be left alone and not have to deal with any of it.

   

[landlord update] 3/26/2003 7:55:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |vengeful]
[Current Music |tv - abc - good morning america]

The landlord stopped by yesterday, and said he didn't know if I'd thought about what we'd talked about, but now he'd decided that it would be better if we just moved. Well, duh. So to "make things official", he gave me a piece of hand-written notebook paper that says:

(3-25-03) As per your lease, this is to inform you that your lease will not be extended. I would like the apartment back within 30 days. -John DiCarlo

Again, I never signed a lease, and I certainly didn't sign anything that says that I acknowledge his silly piece of notebook paper. So if I'm not ready to move in 30 days, I'm going to tell him that I want a copy of my signed lease (which doesn't exist), and a real eviction notice.

I'm wondering how much of this is happening just because he's a predjudiced motherfucker... When he was here for the inspection, he saw the Hanukkah menorah that's still sitting on my bookshelf, as well as the Judaism books... and he hadn't been here since I got those things, and had no idea of my religious leanings. I know he's a racist - when I was showing apartments for him, he told me that he'd rather not rent to black people because they trashed the places and didn't pay rent. Maybe he doesn't like Jews either. Maybe he's just an asshole.

But it's all good. I'm stressed out but I DO have faith. I will be out of this dump one way or another, and John will come to regret this event far more than I ever will.

   

Comments:
From: [info]artmomz
Date: 3/26/2003 8:43:07 AM

Ugh. This totally just makes me sick for you, but I do hope you can 'move on up' and blow off this creep. He seems to have given you nothing but grief any how.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 8:56:20 AM

Thanks. It's a pain in the arse right now, but I'm sure we will be happier once we're out of here. :)
From: [info]blairmaru
Date: 3/26/2003 9:04:03 AM

Actually, I used to work for a person who rented apartments. In West Virginia, that notebook paper is not legal, period, unless it is sent in a certified letter. He has to go through magistrate court to have you evicted. You do have rights as a renter. Check this article out:
http://www.nolo.com/lawcenter/ency/article.cfm/objectID/50ABA868-D067-409C-9EFEED80B510C425/catID/F952FED3-0C94-4431-862E21322CCD72B6
It took my boss three months to evict this guy who NEVER paid his rent and destroyed his apartment, because the legal hassles are so lengthy.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 9:20:19 AM

YOU are my new favourite person! :)

I didn't really think that the notebook paper was legal - it doesn't even have my name or address on it!! Okay, so he DOES have to go to court and get an eviction notice. That will buy me some time. Do you know anything about the effectiveness of a lease that I never signed? I mean, I've since seen a copy of the lease that he uses, and there IS a no pets clause, but *I* never signed a lease.

BTW, that's funny that you commented - just as I was addressing an envelope to put your Batz Maru stickers in!
From: [info]jupiterjuniper
Date: 3/26/2003 9:27:56 AM

i am totally floored that ANYONE would say that they won't rent to black people because "they trashed the places and didn't pay rent" YUCK. like anyone can generalize...oh my.

sounds like anything could be reason enough. imagine if you were wiccan, and your rats were used in spells ;) [but then again, then you could put spells on HIM...hmmm, maybe you should consider wicca? lol]

sounds like he's a real winner.

good luck :)
xx
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 9:38:46 AM

LMAO! Hmmm, I could talk to my mother... =)

Yeah, John is a piece of work. It's bad enough that you'd be such a bigot as to HAVE that policy, but to be stupid enough to TELL someone... good grief. I should report THAT to the authorities... he has about 19 apartments, I think, and I guarantee none of them are rented to anyone other than white people... probably white Christians (as far as he knows, anyway).
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/26/2003 10:25:08 AM

Uh... he can't evict you based on the terms of your lease agreement if you have no lease agreement. Even if he does manage to evict you, it's a very long and difficult process and you'll have plenty of time to find a new place in the meantime. I have no idea what the legal rights might be on either side, without a lease, but I'm pretty sure he can't point to a non-existent lease and say you broke the contract.

Also, it's so completely ridiculously illegal to discriminate on the basis of race. I think that the authorities need to be informed of his racial policies in choosing renters.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 10:28:42 AM

Oh, you can be sure they will be. There will be many people informed about the things that John does (and doesn't do). >:)
From: [info]allmyvoices
Date: 3/26/2003 12:51:25 PM

sorry things are so screwed up for you right now. he sounds like such a scum bucket.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 1:05:12 PM

He's your standard slumlord. :\

[the upside] 3/26/2003 8:45:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |do not toy with me]
[Current Music |tv - abc - good morning america]

The very wise and hysterically funny George Carlin once said:

"That's all you need in life, a little place for your stuff. That's all your house is: a place to keep your stuff. If you didn't have so much stuff, you wouldn't need a house. You could just walk around all the time. A house is just a pile of stuff with a cover on it."

I have a lot of stuff. I also have a lot of junk. I'm a packrat. I keep stupid stuff. I keep a lot of stuff based on the theory that I might need/use/fix/sell/read it someday. And this brings me to the high point of this whole miserable experience. I'm leaving most of my junk here.

I'm leaving the pots and pans and most of my dishes. I'm leaving the dirty old mixer and the collection of wine bottles. I'm leaving the boxes of books that survived the fire but never got cleaned. I'm leaving the broken television and the broken vaccuum cleaner and the tacky nightstand that the garbagemen won't take. I'm leaving the boxes of holiday paper and gift boxes and crumpled bows. I'm leaving the dented metal file cabinet and the mannequin head from cosmetology school. I'm leaving the huge collection of magazines that might have good articles in them, and the books that no longer interest me. I'm leaving the crappy washing machine, the uncomfortable bed, the ugly blue chair, and the torn-up sofa. I'm leaving the half-used cans of paint, the ugly flower pots, and the bent tomato cages. I'm leaving the broken toys, and the outgrown rat cages and cracked aquariums. I'm leaving the cat litter box.

I'm leaving a whole shed and most of an apartment full of CRAP, and it's all one big glorious going-away present for John. Mwahahahaha.

   

Comments:
From: [info]paraxeni
Date: 3/26/2003 10:43:22 AM

Oooh, and are you leaving a big slab of fish behind a radiator? You know you want to ;)

Seriously, this is all very unfair, but as you say it'll give you an excuse to ditch your clutter on someone else, and give you a chance to go somewhere else and collect more!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/26/2003 10:59:39 AM

OMG, you're a scary mindreader woman! =D

Actually, I was planning on leaving slabs of fish, cracked eggs, canned cat food, and bad potatoes - behind the radiator, within the panelling, inside the suspended ceiling, and under the flooring. And I AM going to pee on the carpet, myself. What can he do? He's evicting me on the pretense that it smells bad; I'm gonna make sure it really does.

That asshole screwed with the wrooong person.
From: [info]grimkitten_
Date: 3/26/2003 11:57:23 AM

ha, he deserves that!

[irony] 3/26/2003 1:35:00 PM

purple_stardust


Get Fuzzy!
   

[daily calorie intake] 3/26/2003 8:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |stressed out]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - the o'reilly factor]

Three cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Turkey bacon on rye toast w/mayo, mustard, and tomato. Potato chips. Diet Pepsi.

AbSlides - 50, Crunches - 50, Pushups - 10.

   

[today] 3/27/2003 8:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |i have a headache]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - the o'reilly factor]

I went to the bank and the post office. Whee.

Laurie, our lithops came today. I will try to get it planted tomorrow.

I picked up Rusty from work, and we drove by bars, and stole their beer boxes.

I ordered dinner from Papa John's, and I did not exercise.

Fuck it, I'm homeless. Who cares if I'm fat.

   

Comments:
From: [info]s8venus
Date: 3/27/2003 9:41:26 PM

You're lanlord is SUCH an ass I wanna kick him in the nuts! After you move, and get your SD back, be sure and mail him a nice letter with some rattie rasin confetti inside.

Bastrad!
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/27/2003 9:59:09 PM

Hahaha! I'm sure I won't be getting my SD back anyway, so I'll be leaving the raisins HERE. :}

[daily calorie intake] 3/27/2003 8:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |disgusted]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - the o'reilly factor]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Papa John's cheesesticks w/pizza sauce. Diet Pepsi.

Exercise - nothing.

   

[touch my monkey] 3/28/2003 12:55:00 AM

purple_stardust

Purple_Stardust
is a
Pizza-Eating Disco Monkey


...with a Battle Rating of 6.0


To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can
defeat Purple_Stardust, enter your name:

   

Comments:
From: [info]topi
Date: 3/28/2003 2:56:26 AM

heeeeeee

Topi is a Banana-Eating Super Monkey with a Battle Rating of 7.9.
Unleash your own Food-Eating Battle Monkey.

[daily calorie intake] 3/28/2003 9:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |depressed]
[Current Music |tv - tlc - while you were out]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Green Giant pasta alfredo and broccoli. Diet Pepsi.

Exercise - none.

   

[nowhere else to go] 3/29/2003 12:45:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - war coverage]

I made another late night trip to Walmart; bought over 150 dollars worth of - I don't even know what I spent that much money on. Pants for Rusty, both jeans and slacks for talking to housing people, plus boxers, socks, and a new shirt. Storage boxes. Pots so that I can divide and plant the lithops. A portable file box and hanging folders, so I can try to get all this paper clutter under control. I even finally got dayplanner calendar pages for 2003 (yeah, I'm a bit behind).

Speaking of paper, I paid bills earlier, and kept the check duplicates, stapled to the bill stubs. Maybe that will be a good method. I also shredded a TON of old bills and receipts and stuff - I'm sure that the neighbours probably think Oliver North had moved in. I shredded about ten shredder baskets full of paper, anything with my name or address on it. I even shredded two nearly-full boxes of checks from old accounts. The rats had a lot of fun with the shreddies. :}

I'm so tired of this, already.

   

Comments:
From: [info]instantclarity
Date: 3/29/2003 1:31:55 AM

I missed something, what's going on?
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/29/2003 1:39:18 AM

I'm being evicted. :(

Here is the original post about it: http://www.livejournal.com/users/purple_stardust/541027.html
From: [info]artmomz
Date: 3/29/2003 7:21:19 AM

I hate shredding. I always put it off until I have a mountain load.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/29/2003 10:40:17 AM

Yeah, that's what I did... some of this stuff was from the last millenium. ::: sigh :::

[got brain?] 3/29/2003 1:45:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |hungry]
[Current Music |tv - fnc - war coverage]

Humour me, please.

Update: I've eaten a brain! Hooray! Thank you, anonymous brain donor!

I really need to go to bed.

   

[i should have been a lawyer] 3/29/2003 1:45:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |brilliant]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - some retarded movie]

I just thought of the most brilliant plan ever. Even Rusty admits that it's brilliant. I still need to talk my mother into going along with it, but dear G-d, it is brilliant.

Eating all of those brains must have helped! =D

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/29/2003 2:51:12 PM

Well.... what is it?!?

[the house i want] 3/29/2003 2:35:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |oogley]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - another stupid movie]

   

[daily calorie intake] 3/29/2003 8:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |depressed]
[Current Music |pc - zoo tycoon / tv - tlc - trading spaces]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Five wheat crackers.
One chicken nugget and three french fries.
One can of Mountain Dew.
Dinner - Papa John's cheesesticks and spinach alfredo pizza. Diet Pepsi.

Exercise - none.

   

[insomnia] 3/30/2003 4:05:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |need sleeeeep]
[Current Music |tv - tbs - now and then]

Argh. It's 4am and I'm all caught up in this friggen movie.

   

Comments:
From: [info]tues
Date: 3/30/2003 5:15:43 PM

ah ha! I remember going to see that movie in seventh grade, and then seeing it every summer for the next two years. I get so caught up in that movie!

[today] 3/30/2003 3:55:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |whatever]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - some clint eastwood movie]

We had to go to the petstore to get a new night bulb for Jesus.

On the way, we drove by a nice house with a rent-to-own sign. The monthly payment would probably be out of our price range (it's a really big house, in a decent neighbourhood), but I guess I will call the number tomorrow to see. My mom has a lead on another rent-to-own.

Does anyone know how rent-to-own actually works? Is it like buying in that you're responsible for insurance and taxes and repairs, but the current owner is like the lender? Can you give a larger down payment to lower the monthly payment? Is there official paperwork to ensure that you actually own the house when you've paid it off? And what if the owner is an older person, and they die before it's paid off? Anyone? Beuller?

   

Comments:
From: [info]thanny
Date: 3/30/2003 4:12:25 PM

hrm... i've never known anyone who's actually done rent-to-own, but i've read about it in the real estate mailbag here and there. i'd google it to death :0| you'll probably need to hire a real estate lawyer for a few hours, to make sure all's legit.

as for what if the older person dies before it's paid off-- you'd probably buy it or continue to make payments to the person's heir or estate. if not, i've read where you can go to court to petition for the deed, i forget the correct name for it. that's used when you're sharing the deed to a house with someone, perhaps as an investment, and you can't find the other person listed on the deed.
From: [info]closertofine
Date: 3/30/2003 7:49:36 PM

I think they call it a "land contract". I actually drafted one for a client at my last job. Unfortunately that was 3 years ago and I don't remember the details. Try a Google search for "land contract" and see what you can find.

[daily calorie intake] 3/30/2003 8:30:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |really really full]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - some stupid movie]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Cheese quesadilla. Refried bean taco. Torilla chips. Regular Coke.

Exercise - none.

   

[this evening] 3/30/2003 8:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |tv - tnt - some stupid movie]

Rusty took me to El Ranchero for dinner... yum! It was really nice. At one point, Rusty said "gracias" to the waiter when his drink was refilled, and I commented on how silly it looked to see a big red-headed guy saying "gracias" ...so then we experimented with other ethnic/foreign phrases, and came to the conclusion that we are hopelessly white.

   

[bizarre conversation #947] 3/30/2003 11:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |silly]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - war coverage]


Rusty and I have decided, after much discussion, that we need a pet badger. Other contenders included cougars, baboons, and wolverines, but we came to the eventual conclusion that a well-trained attack badger would be the most practical choice for our family.
   

Comments:
From: [info]catmoran
Date: 3/31/2003 6:35:12 AM

Are you sure you don't want a pet cougar? I'd offer to cougar sit when you go on vacation. Really, I don't mind the drive. {g}
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/31/2003 12:12:09 PM

You are such a giving person, ya know? Generous to a fault.

Actually, the cougar was Rusty's first choice... we were talking about getting one of those little Bengal cats (if we ever got another purebred cat), and then he decided that a cougar would be taken more seriously. Also, we live in one of those neighbourhoods where people walk their dobermans and pitt bulls, and think they're quite the badasses... a cougar would definately trump a doberman, ya know? So Rusty wants a cougar to walk. I tried to explain that cougars might not like to walk on leashes, and might disembowel their owners in protest, which is when the talk turned to badgers.

THIS is what we do in bed. Talk about badgers.
From: [info]catmoran
Date: 3/31/2003 1:10:28 PM

Re:

Actually (and this is where a trip to the local exotic cat rescue place comes in handy) cougars are very much like giant housecats. Of course, you need to keep some ammonia handy in case they forget that their playmates are breakable, and you don't want to purposely piss one off.

If you can convince the cougar that the leash was its idea, it'll go for it. And if it doesn't, all it'll do is turn the leash into a toy.
From: [info]catmoran
Date: 3/31/2003 1:11:34 PM

Um, not that I'd *actually* recommend a cougar to anyone with small kids. Small children might be mistaken for prey. {ouch}
From: [info]closertofine
Date: 3/31/2003 7:52:58 AM

Makes sense to me.

[my little virtual dragon] 3/31/2003 1:05:00 AM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |easily amused]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - war coverage]

I got my draggy at http://howcute.cjb.net!!!
   

Comments:
From: [info]paraxeni
Date: 3/31/2003 12:03:50 PM

Oooh, have you named it?

(also easily amused!)

[argh] 3/31/2003 8:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |completely stressed out]
[Current Music |tv - msnbc - the o'reilly factor]

I swear, I am fucking cursed. My dog bit someone this evening. We were standing in the kitchen, heard the door open, and then the dogs charged this girl. It turns out that she works for John, and thought that nobody lived here. It wasn't a bad bite, but the animal control guy showed up a bit later. I am supposed to quarantine the dog for ten days, and get proof of vaccine to him - the dog has lost her tags, so I will have to call the vet tomorrow.

This is, of course, just what I needed right now.

   

Comments:
From: [info]muridae
Date: 3/31/2003 9:02:10 PM

You know... I'm not really a suspicious person by nature, but that sounds incredibly suspicious to me.

She works for your landlord, with whom you've been having problems specifically regarding the animals, and she suddenly shows up and walks into your house uninvited and gets bitten? What a convenient coincidence for your landlord.

Doesn't sound like you're cursed to me hon, sounds like your landlord set her up to get bitten so that he could make trouble.
From: [info]purple_stardust
Date: 3/31/2003 9:11:04 PM

Jeez... I AM a suspicious person by nature, and that never occured to me! =O

I don't know. I certainly wouldn't put ANYTHING past him at this point. Although if he knows anything about animal laws, that would be a really stupid move on his part... the dog is supposed to be quarantined now - meaning, she's *supposed* to stay in one room of the house, all the time, not even allowed to go outside.

At any rate, if he says anything to me about this, I swear *I'll* bite him.
From: [info]artmomz
Date: 3/31/2003 9:18:10 PM

Holy cow. *nods* It just doesn't sound right.
From: [info]muridae
Date: 4/1/2003 11:29:42 PM

Well, I think we've already established that your landlord is kind of a huge idiot, so...

If in fact he really did send that poor woman over to be bitten, then probably he was just trying to make trouble so that he could point at your dogs and show what a danger they are to everyone in the area, and how you're a bad tenant.

That's what I imagine, anyway. It could be completely far off from the truth.

[daily calorie intake] 3/31/2003 9:25:00 PM

purple_stardust
[Current Mood |stressed out]
[Current Music |tv - the practice]

Two cups of coffee w/ sugar and fake cream.
Water w/ lime juice and ice.
Dinner - Swanson chicken pot pie. Leftover cheese quesadilla. Regular Pepsi.

Exercise - none.